Wicked Kiss

"Good job everyone! We finally made even with the absence of the two owners! " Sir Gray happily said. I laughed in sarcasm.

Yeah, Astrair and Sir Alstreim left us in this island. What a jerk, right?

He left leaving me the pain, without even explaining anything. He made me look like a great stupid woman. Why did I even hope that even after what he did with Emerald, he'd come to me running and ask for forgiveness. He didn't even tell me what the fuck did I do. Because until now, I am confused.

Boys will always be boys, Erza. They will never change. My mom can even cheat to my father face to face. How much more that Sir Astrair's whole perspectives of me were only words. "We are heading back to Manila first thing in the morning. Let's enjoy the party! " Sir Gray added.

I immediately grabbed the brandy that I was holding and dropped it hard on the sand.

Right, I should enjoy this! My ghod Erza! He's just a man! He's not the air you breath. You have experienced more lethal from this pain you are currently facing. You just have to forget. But.

I love him, and it's hurting me. That's the easiest logic in my situation.

Why does this pain seem to be different from the pain I have been through? This pain is unlike any other pain. The mixture of sadness, longing, love, hate, everything in one combination.

Is it because, I didn't expect this one? Is this because the things that I have feared were becoming true?

After that night I heard him moaning with some other woman, I didn't saw him. I just woke up after that night that he's gone with Sir Al.

Damn this life. I'm so stupid, I didn't even used my brain!

It's so rare for me to open my heart with someone but it turns out like this. Such a stupid move, Erza. Very stupid.

*****

"Miss, wake up, we're going." Lucy said while slowly tapping my cheeks.

I raised on the bed and sighed. I'm feeling lifeless and very weak. I groaned when I remembered what I said last night.

Stupidity again.

I fixed my hair in messy bun and wore a cargo shorts and spaghetti top. I only wear a sandal because there's a big chance that I'll get wet from this.

I have no more time to waste. I should be even more productive than what I am.

I don't even think that I am capable of loving someone again. It's pretty traumatic.

Well, as they say. There are really things that would only come to us for a certain reason, and that's to make us experience the things we never really want to experience. It's a way of giving us lessons. Lessons that will forever be encrypted in our hearts. Lesson that will motivate us to continue living, and swear to never to that again.

Like on what he did to me.

It's too quick right? He didn't even let me understand the situation first before doing it.

It's funny and so fast.

If someone will know about what happened to me, he/she will really laugh. Laugh about the fact that my level of stupidity is this much that I didn't even know that he's only tricking the hell out of me. After I gave up everything. After I gave up myself to him. He did this to me.

Oh well, I should not be shocked anymore because we're not on the same level. He's too high to catch.

It's painful, damn painful. But its already enough. I have been crying for weeks now, I guess that's already enough.

****

When we reached the Yatch, Mira and Gadjin immediately attended me. Even though they aren't saying a word, I know that they know what happened to this stupid life of mine.

"Miss, I hope you will be fine soon. You are looking horrible now." Gadjin joked.

I just looked at him bored that made him gulped.

"Jokes. Heheheh." He immediately said and get my bags.

I went upstairs of the yatch and look at the surroundings.

The orangey sky and the blue ocean is making me feel better. The combination of this scene is making me adore him more. He's really the Greatest Artist.

I went to the railings of the yatch and closed my eyes. I sighed when I felt the mild pain on it because of my too much crying.

The project was finished earlier than we expected, that's why we're going back to Manila much early too.

I opened my eyes again because I don't like what I am seeing when I closes it. I hate seeing his face even in my memory. It sucks a lot.

You're such an idiot, Erza.

I have been working with them for 5 years now and didn't expected that in 5 years, something like this would happen to me.

There's a little tear trying to fall in my cheeks again. It really fell damn hard. Damn hard.

If from the very first day I ever felt this I already stopped myself, this shouldn't have happened. I shouldn't have felt this hell like feeling right now.

*****

It took us 4 hours before we finally reached Manila. Mira came with me to buy a new battery to my phone because I have to make an urgent call. While walking back to the car, I dialed Sting's number.

*Calling Sting *

"Yes?" He answered.

"Hi! This is Erza." I said and tried to make my voice excited and jolly.

"Oh! Good for you to call me after TWO MONTHS!" He said in sarcasm.

"Hey! I'm at work, you know that. "I said while smiling. I don't know if I'm looking idiotic right now or not what, but I don't care. "Work?! Are you that busy to forget about me? You didn't even said goodbye to me that day!" He said sounded so hurt.

I groaned when I remembered that he's on my house that day. I'm so busy, I didn't even remember. "Haha! Sorry, I was in a hurry that time. " I said as a matter of fact.

When we reached the car. Mira was the only one that get inside because I decided to just grab a taxi and go home by my own. It took sting a long time before he can even answer. I removed the phone on my ears and look if the call is still on going.

"Sting? Still there?" I asked when I saw that it was still on going.

"Are you alright, Erza?" he coldly whispered on the phone.

I didn't move from what he said. He found out?

"Of course! Why wouldn't I be?" I said and forced a smile.

I signed the driver to bring me to Zeus Village, he just nodded.

"You are not. You're not okay. Mind telling what's the matter?" He whispered.

I closed my eyes tightly. Suppressing the sobs that is trying to escape.

"N-nothing! "I denied a little bit loud.

The other line got silent again for a moment.

"You're crying. Please tell me. Please, Erza. Trust me." He whispered.

I sighed and closed my eyes. I will die first than telling him that I fell in love with the wrong guy. This is the most stupid thing that I did my whole life.

"I-its nothing, S-sting. "I whispered. It's awkward because I am in the taxi and the driver keeps on looking at me at the mirror.

"I'm going to book a flight. I'll just file an infinite leave." He finales.

My eyes widen. I wanted to talk and stop him but out of shock, I didn't even say a single word.

"STING! N-NO!" before I could even say more, he continued.

"I love you, Erza. You can freely lie on the phone, but you can't lie directly on my face. Let me lend my shoulders to you. Let me be your man this time. Trust me, I am here." He said and dropped the call. I was left thinking about the last things he said.

He's Sting. He's my superstar best friend. He's my best friend who's always there for me. Ever since we're just kids, he's always been my hero. And I guess, it's really natural for him to be worried like this. At least, even with a single person, I am very lucky to have.

**

When I arrived home, I went directly to the bathroom and cleaned myself. I have to ready some things because I know Sting will be here shortly.

I was having shampoo when I stopped to just stare at my reflection in the mirror.

I think everything that is about GFC will never be lucky for me.

It's always been ugly. When will I have a chance to have a peaceful vacation of my own?

After bathing, I wore my favorite pajamas and bored opened my laptop just to check some mails.

The moment I opened it, various notifications popped on the side from Facebook and Gmail.

I raised my eyebrows from what I have seen.

I don't really like Facebook because it's annoying and sometime toxic. Lots of friends will also tag you for I-don't-really-know the reason. Notification: Meila Barcelon shared a video.

I don't know her but I guess we became friends in fb because she's one of the architects in GFC.

Caption:

Hot hunky young bachelors having their farewell party inside the casino! Seeing their magical ecstatic faces made all the women droll! That's what the caption stated with a video clip.

I don't have the intention to watch but the comments are making me curious. They are talking as if there's really good something in it.

I don't know why I don't feel good but I still clicked the play button.

There were four men in the video. The first is wearing a leather jacket, the other one is wearing a white long sleeve the third was wearing a plain suit, then the last is wearing a black long sleeve while being fixed till his elbows. I don't know the others, but I know the one person right there.

Astrair Grayfaurd was wearing the black long sleeve shirt while holding a brandy in his hands.

They are happily drinking, as if they don't have problems.

He left me here hurt and broken and now he's so happy drinking and enjoying?!

I smirked.

Damn him!

Later on, sexy ladies came to them and Astrair have 2 of the ladies and kissed them immediately.

I want to punch the laptop right now because of the pain in my heart. I don't even know what I did that we ended up like this.

I can see how aggressive he is. His hands were in both of his girl's chest while smiling erotically.

The guy wearing a white polo in the video stayed chill. He looks familiar.

"Hey bro! Get a girl! Let's enjoy the party!" the suit guy said to the white long sleeve guy.

When my eyes adjusted on the video, my eyes widen. That's Laeck! The one in the forest!

I forgot Laeck for a moment when my sight focused on Astrair again who's becoming wild to his girls.

And...

And...

It's hurting me big time.

I want to scream; I want to cry. I want to tell them if they can only hear me that he's mine! That no one has the right permission to touch my man but me!

But I can't even do that, I can't even do anything like that!

I want to tell Astrair that he should only do that to me! That only my lips he's allowed to kiss. But no! He's not mine, he's not mine.

I weakly turned off my laptop and cried.

I dropped my body to my bed and cried.

This is my first time to love someone and it's this painful.

Am I not enough?

"Please. Stop hurting me! Stop it please, I already suffered enough to feel this kind of heartbreak. Please baby, give me a break. Please. Stop hurting me, please." "Please! I can't stay like this forever! " I shouted and throw my pillow on the floor.

I can't imagine myself being hurt like this again.

It's over. I don't want anymore.

It's over.

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Author's Note:

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