Thrown Away

Finn fell asleep crying still clinging to Jai. The music was still going but it was better to hear music than screaming, which she assumed that Myles and everyone else was doing at her door. Myles had spent a few more minutes banging on the door until Tex had dragged him away ordering him to get some sleep. He knew he had fucked up big time with his niece and his wife but he couldn't fix it nor could Myles m, when they were both tired. Yelling at her door and banging to get in wouldn't cut it.

"Myles you need sleep you are just getting more worked up. Some of the prospects will keep watch in the flat while we get some sleep. When we wake up we will apologise" Tex stated. He just hoped Finn would accept the apology so that he could then apologise to his wife. Myles was reluctant but agreed when Tama stated he would keep watch on the flat and personally wake Myles up if Finn came out.

When Finn woke up she was still sitting on the ground holding Jai who has snuggled into his mum and was asleep. Finn looked on her phone and had seen she had slept for about 2 hours. She turned the music off hoping everyone would leave her alone. She would not be coming out of the flat any time soon. When the music was off she heard nothing so assumed they had gone which Finn was happy about.

Finn stood up waking Jai in the process who looked up at his mum watching her. Finn smiled at the little boy. "Hey little man, you hungry?" Finn asked causing Jai to smile big at his mum. Finn was determined not to let her mood impact Jai. She would fake being happy and ok until she was so Jai wouldn't know how broken she felt. Finn feed her little boy humming to him and tracing his little face with her fingers. Finn adored this time with her son, she was at peace and so was Jai. Both in there only little world.

After Jai feed, Finn stripped them both and jumped into the shower because Jai didn't want to be put down again. She didn't want him making any noise which would cause her brother or uncle to start screaming again. Finn knew she would need to look for a place to live because she wanted her son to be a carefree happy little boy and kids made noise. She wouldn't allow another club to ruin the childhood of her son. She had grown up in a club who took her childhood away from her when she was 11 after that man married that thing and she wanted better for her little boy.

Finn had a few snacks in the house but nothing more. That would have to do until she could figure out how to get more. She usually ate her food in the clubhouse or one of her family members would bring food over to her place. She knew that wouldn't be happening now because she had no intention of opening the door for any of them. She couldn't trust them or any motorbike club at all.

Myles and Tex woke to the smell of food. It was lunch time and the old ladies had made a big lunch knowing the brothers would be tired. Myles and Tex both raced downstairs hoping that Finn would be there for lunch. She wasn't and they were a little disappointed but understood. "I'll take Finn some lunch" Myles stated making her a plate of food. He hoped his sister would open the door for him.

Myles stood at the door of the granny flat and tapped lightly at the door. He felt a little better after his few hours sleep. He knew when the words flew out of his mouth that he had fucked up but he couldn't take it back. He wanted to explain and apologise to his sister and was hoping to do that over lunch.

Finn froze with the knock at the door. She crept closer to the door not wanting to be heard. "Finn it's Myles. I brought you some lunch" Myles called through the door. Finn was still holding Jai who was still fussy and not wanting to be anywhere but in his mothers hands. Myles tapped a little louder thinking that maybe his sister hadn't heard him "Finn I'm so sorry. Please open the door. I'm sure you are hungry and I got you some lunch" Myles tried again. Finn was hungry but she wouldn't open the door at all. She wasn't stupid, she knew this was just guilt talking.

For 30 minutes Myles tried to coax Finn to open the door but she didn't even make a noise. "Ok Finn, I know I fucked up. I'm sorry. I'll just leave the food out here and you can get it when I'm gone" Myles stated. Myles headed inside upset that Finn hadn't opened the door. Even when they fought when they were younger Finn always let him in.

"How is she?" Tex asked when Myles walked in without the food. Myles shook his head, "she wouldn't answer the door. She didn't even make a sound. I left the food at her door" Myles stated. Tex nodded in understanding "she needs some time. One of the prospects will keep watch and make sure she gets her food" Tex stated before pointing to one of the prospects who immediately stood and went to the window to watch the granny flat.

Myles and Tex talked quietly about what they had both done. Both knew they needed to apologise to Finn. Tex also wanted Myles to appoint Tama as his VP when he took over because Tama had no problems calling him out on his shit. Myles agreed and called Tama over to ask if he wanted the position.

"I don't know if I want to be associated with a club that treats women and children the way you both treated Finn and Jai. You order her round like she is property after both of you knew what she had been through" Tama told them. "We fucked up" Myles stated. "We will fix it" Tex added. He needed to fix it because his wife wouldn't have anything to do with him if he didn't. "Your club now thinks it's ok to treat her like that. Two of your brothers even spoke shit about them. There is no fixing it without taking out the trash that thinks like that" Tama stated. Tex agreed and immediately called church, he needed to get the members, who thought that Finn and Jai were the problem, out.