Love Aint Always Pretty

Caim

- an invisible circle of protection that reminds you that you are safe and loved even in the darkest times; sanctuary

Origin: Scottish

32

I pulled myself up from the bed.

"Where are you going?" Nick asked.

"Shower. I need to take a shower before I sleep." I said while grabbing my towel.

He glances at his watch. "It's already eleven in the evening."

I nodded. "Yeah, what's wrong with that?"

He stares at me as I grab my mini basket that contains all the things I need for my shower --- shampoo, body wash, shaver, conditioner and some other extra stuff. I started slipping off from my clothes in front of him leaving me with nothing but my underwear on then I quickly wrapped my towel around my body. We just looked at each other for a few seconds and I was waiting for him to get up from the bed and tell me that he's going to join me in the shower.

Oh please join me in the shower, Nick.

"I'll just wait for you here, then." he says.

I sigh inwardly.

"Alright. Don't touch any of my stuff." I said as I march my way to the door and headed out of my room.

I walked my way to the shower and saw a few ladies heading out which leaves me alone. Great. If some serial killer is around the dorm, I'm the first one to die. I looked for a clean or slightly used shower room and hurriedly walked inside and pulled the shower curtains to cover me. I started taking off my bra then my underwear then turned on the shower, setting it warmer.

As the lukewarm water was running down my head and wetting my entire self, my mind was still thinking about Catherine. I wonder how she looks like. I wonder if she's insanely gorgeous. I wonder what's the color of her hair, or the color of her eyes, or how her voice is when she speaks. I wonder how she laughs. I wonder how tall she is. I wonder if she was Nick's first person to have sex with and Nick was her first. I wonder where she is. I wonder if they're still communicating each other.

I sigh.

"You shouldn't be thinking about it Savannah." I whispered to myself.

I started humming a few random songs while I was shampooing my hair. I'm a shower singer even if this is a community shower, I wouldn't really care and usually by this time no one is around here anymore so I think the shower room is all to myself. It's like my own little stage then I found myself singing to Ariana Grande's Just A Little Bit Of Your Heart.

I don't ever tell you how I really feel

Cause I can't find the words to say what I mean

And nothing's ever easy, that's what they say

I know I'm not your only

But I'll still be a fool

Cause I'm a fool for you

As the lyrics come out of my mouth, I was also thinking about Nick. I want just a little bit of his heart, not the whole of it but just a little bit but then tears filling my eyes again cos I know wont. I wiped it away. I'm so stupid. Im trying to tell myself I'm not in love with him but...

I am already in love with Nick.

The sound of the curtain as it opens caught me off guard and I quickly turned around. I jumped back. "Nick?" I said whisperingly.

I covered my private parts and popped my head out of the curtains, I looked around but I think no one is here with us. I stood right before him and he was only wearing Tracy's towel around his naked torso and his abs is always a great view.

"What are you doing here?" I asked whisperingly, just to make sure no one could hear cos what if there are other people on the other side of the shower room.

"I'm going to take a shower with you." He says and pushes me inside.

He closed the curtains behind him and his lips was smiling evilly.

What's he thinking?

His dimpled smile like that is contagious and I know he is thinking of something.

"Why in hell are you covering that? As if I haven't seen all of you." he said.

I playfully hit him. "It's my turn to take a shower. Wait for your turn."

I stand under the running water again and rinsed my hair once more. All of a sudden I sense some movement from behind me. Now I feel Nick standing right behind my back, as I gaze over my side, he already took off his towel. Oh jeez, I think he's all naked too. His hand holding on my side while the other was turning the water a little bit colder. He slowly makes me turn to face him and Jesus Christ he is butt and front naked. His soft length was hanging but he slowly pulls my head up to him. I was smiling and he was smiling too. His hair is now wet as well, I love it when his hair is wet like that. The top part always covers his forehead and it makes him look a bit more... handsome. Now both of his hands are on my waist, rubbing against my skin.

Holy macaroons!

"You do know we'll get expelled if we'll get caught right?" I asked in a low voice.

"We won't get caught if you won't scream."

I smiled. "That would be hard to do."

He smiled back at me. "I like it when you scream though. But let's play a little game." he said while pushing my hair off my face.

My brows creasing. "What game?"

"If any of us make a little sound, the one who did will pay for our midnight snack later after this."

I smiled at him and nodded. "Deal."

He leans over to me and kissed my lips as the water keeps running down over our bodies. The water is getting colder as it hits my body which is feeling warmer and warmer with every kiss Nick plants on my lips and glorious God his tongue is the best. My hand was busy stroking him to make him hard. We were both quiet but it was still intense and thrilling. Slowly his hands holding on my legs and starts carrying me up on his arms. My legs opening wide against his body as I lock my feet together behind his back but our kiss was unbreakable. He made me feel like I was a weightless paper while he was carrying me. I pulled myself away a little. "Condom?"

He's smirking and reaches over the small counter where I placed my little basket down. He grabbed the foil while I was hanging on to his body like a koala. He puts the condom on his length and kisses me back. Little by little, I already feel his tip entering me, I grasp onto his shoulder then he starts to hold me, pushing me up and down on his length.

Holy Christ this position is just unexplainably erotic. I hold on tighter on his neck, resting my cheek on his shoulder. I feel his tip hitting the end of me as it goes in and out. I was fighting back my moan to come out from my lips. Every time he pushes me down, little gasps escapes from my mouth. I closed my eyes, praying I won't moan and scream out loud. It's not that I'm troubled about me paying for our midnight snack later, I'm more worried about getting caught having sex in the shower.

"Don't stop yourself from moaning." He teases me.

I smiled at him. "I'm close to winning."

He smirks then kissing my lips again.

.....

I wrapped my towel around my naked body while he was also wrapping his torso with his own towel. I grabbed my mini basket and he was the one who was holding my washed underwear and bra for me. We stepped out of the cubicle and as we headed to the main door, another couple was also heading. Shit we weren't alone in here. I think they did it too. Duh, obviously. The girl jumped when she saw us and I saw her eyes dilating the moment she saw Nick. I froze. I literally froze. My head slowly moved to Nick then down to his hand where he's holding my red underwear. The four of us were just quiet.

"You won't tell anyone right?" I hear Nick speaking to them.

The couple nodded vigorously. They looked so scared of him.

"Good. Cos it'll be easy hunting both of you down." Nick taunted.

I feel his hand on my back, "Let's go."

He slowly pushed me out of the shower room and both of us headed out first. I lost the ability to speak and to think of what I have to speak. When we reached my room, both of us headed to my bed and he hang my underwear for me.

"You didn't really have to scare them." I said to him.

He just kissed my temple. We changed to our dry clothes and I lent him the shirt that Cameron gave me as a remembrance before I came here. Good thing it fits him. I also let him borrow my spray deodorant and when we were done, we headed out of the dorm to grab some midnight snack. We hopped into his car and headed to the nearest diner. We ordered cheeseburger and fries and the other students who were there were looking over our table. We sat down right across each other though but they were still staring.

"Nick, will you teach me to drive?" I asked.

"You're already so good at it." He grins.

I smirked. "Not that kind of drive. Be serious will you." I said while sipping my cola.

He laughs deeply. "Alright, after this."

After that, I found us on a vacant lot.

"Okay what's with that comforter on the backseat?" I asked.

He gazes at it, "Tracy was about to borrow it from me for them to use this weekend to wherever they were going but she forgot about it that's why it's there."

I nod.

Nick is now sitting on the passenger seat while I was sitting down before the stirring wheel. He tells me instructions while he's jokingly acting nervous as hell. I was honestly scared as I start to turn on the engine.

"Alright good. Now let go of the clutch and give it a little gas." he tells me.

I did what I was told.

"Okay very good. Now step on the clutch again and set to first gear." he says.

I did what I was told again.

"Good. I think we're going to survive after this." He joked while letting go of the handbreak.

I rolled my eyes at him and he just laughs.

"Now let go of the clutch and put a little amount of gas. Just step on it lightly if you still want to survive." he says.

"You're such a mean-ass teacher." I say.

He laughs again and we finally started moving. I was smiling, holy cow Im really driving! The car was moving slow but at least I was happy I was the one behind the wheel.

"Wow your smile is unexplanable." he compliments.

I chuckled. "You can't beat the feeling of a first time driver."

"Remember if you want to change gears, don't forget to step on the clutch before it, okay?" he says.

I nod. "Aren't you gonna compliment my driving?"

"Fast learner." he smirks.

"Oh, I need to have an award for that then." I teasingly say.

He stares at me while he was smiling so wickedly handsome at me.

When I grew tired of driving as slow as a turtle, Nick and I went out for a late night drive around town and he was the one behind the wheel again. We dropped by a convenient store and bought ice cream, I know, we were eating again but I couldn't help it. Nick is a really good driver, he didn't even get a ticket for tonight. Unlike my ex who always gets caught by cops for overspeeding, well since the age gap between the both of them is a huge number, Nick is more mature enough to drive slow when a man is with a woman.

We were now waiting for the green light and I was sitting down on the passenger seat glaring at Nick on my peripheral view. A little thing came to my mind and I have been wanting to try it.

"Nick." I called out.

He moves his head to me. "Yeah?"

"You're a very good and focused driver right?"

He nods. "I think. Haven't had any bad records about driving."

"You're not gonna get us into an accident right?" I asked again.

"Of course not."

The green light turns on and I quickly moved my way on top of his lap, spreading my legs wide as I sit down on his crotch. I could tell he was surprised by what I did but his hand was holding my body and my feet so I wont hit the gear. He looks up to me and just smiled, giving me the what the fuck are you doing look.

"What's with that look?' I asked, as I wrapped my arms around his neck.

He smiled while licking his lips. "You do know Im driving."

"You said you're a good driver." I smirked.

A honk came from the car right behind us.

"I wont be able to concentrate if you're on top of me like this." he says.

"Dont worry frat boy, Im not gonna fuck you here. I just wanna--"

A louder honk from the same car beeped longer now.

I giggled. "You better go."

He just smiled and I already feel the car moving a little slow. Slower than our movement from a while ago. I cupped his cheeks while his eyes were busy peaking to the road over my shoulder. I wasn't shy anymore, now that I haf thought about everything, I need to do everything I wanna do with him before this ends between us.

I moved my head closer to him and kissed his lips. He kissed me back too but I know he was a little more focus on driving, one hand on the stirring wheel and the other holding on the bottom of my spine. Holy shit he moaned. We just kissed and kissed until we feel each other smiling but then we kissed again.

All of a sudden, I feel the car coming to a stop. "Why did we stop?"

He smiled.

"Let me kiss you right baby." he says.

He just called me baby.

He fucking called me baby.

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