Life After the Storm

I rushed out of there in a hurry like I was running for my life I am so overwhelmed by all this information. Is this why I survived the crash that killed my family? Thinking that Landon my brother saved me after jumping off Wicked Falls when it was my ability that saved me. It is a blessing to most but a cruse to me. I would be with my family if I wasn't cursed. It's not fair I should have died with my family I would be with them instead of living this world in misery. Finding happiness almost feels impossible at this put.

I can't take it any longer I shift into my wolf and decide to go for a run. I need to clear my head this is the only way I know how to do so. All I keep thinking about is how much my life has changed in such a smal period of time. I run faster and faster, loving the feeling of the cold breeze blowing through my fur. It almost makes me feel a sense of power. I'm not sure what is going to be in store for me, I don't like this feeling of uncertainty. I am not just going to be a mother, but I also might be a Healer Wolf whatever the hell that is.

All I want is to have some control I'm so lost in thought I then realize how far I have gone I stop then I hear more footsteps I realize that I'm being followed. I shift in to my human and climb a nearby tree. I didn't realize that the Alpha followed me this whole time I jump down the tree in front of him naked not hiding my body wanting him to look at me.

He mind links me "what are you doing?"

"I look into his wolfs eyes and tell him to shift."

As I watch him shift into his human, I can feel my pussy becoming wet, craving him wanting him to touch me. I walk up to him, I can feel his breath on my skin. I say fuck it and connect his lips to my lips my body is going wild feeling so much pleasure I can't help but to moan out for him.

He goes to pick me up I wrap my legs around his waist knowing he can feel my wetness that he is creating in between my legs. I want his hard cock inside of me so fucking bad. He then rests my back against a tree as he begins kissing me, down my chest while he is creasing my breast. I scream out "yes God, yes you make me feel so good." As he eases my grip that I have around his waist so he can thrust his hard throbbing cook inside me "fuck yes" I can't help but scream. With every thrust, I can feel my pussy getting wetter for him, shocked at how good he makes me feel. Not wanting him to cum I look at him "don't you come, yet I'm not done yet."

He then puts me on my feet and smacks my ass "bend over now" as he grips my ass and using his other hand to finger my pussy. As I'm trying to control my breathing but not being able to hide how much pleasure he is giving me. He then inserts his hard throbbing cock into my pussy he is not fucking me. As he fucks me faster and faster I listen to his moan as I orgasm not once but twice I then feel his warm liquid filling my pussy.

He releases the grip that he had on my hips I look at him and smile knowing that was exactly what I needed. I feel so much relief after all the pleasure he has given me I'm not really sure what to say I just look at him and say "thank you."

He smiles back "yeah your welcome thank you."

"Lilly, I think that we should really start heading back and if you don't mind, can we keep what happen just between us."

"Yes, that is actually a good idea lets get going then."

I shift into my wolf and head back to the house I came from. I really hope that the Alpha doesn't want anything else from me. I am not about to belong to anyone I want to be able to do whatever or whoever I want to. Not really sure where this shot of confidence came from, but I like it. I want to feel this way all the time. Once I get back to the house he doesn't say anything either do I damn I forgot to let a change of clothes outside, so I wait to shift until I get back into the house?

Then I realize I have no clothes That I shredded my clothes when I shifted into my wolf not having anything to wear. I'm not sure what to do I stand there naked then Dean walks in I'm embarrassed I cover myself with my hands. When he notices me, he hurries and turns around.

"I'm sorry I don't have any clothes I wasn't thinking when I shifted and shattered what I had on."

"It's ok I will get you some clothes I'll be right back."

"Thank you so much."

I wait for him to come back once he comes back he hands me some clothes. Definitely not the most fashionable clothes, but I'm ok with that. I put the pair of sweatpants and sweatshirt on, feeling relieved that have clothes on.

"He looks at me, I know this is all hard to understand and take in all at once. I don't know what pack you were from you don't need to tell me. We take care of each other in our pack we care nobody is forced to do anything that they don't choose to do."

I haven't really been around anybody who has really cared about me for a while now I don't recognize it when people are just being genuine. I want to trust them I want to be a part of a pack. I don't know why I am so afraid, but I am I don't want to belong to anyone I just want to be free. I also believe If I allow myself to care about others it will allow myself to get hurt.

I looked at him and I say, "I appreciate everything that you guys have done for me. I have been through so much these past couple of months. I have forgotten that there are good people just please give me time."

"You can take as much time as you need there is no rush just no you're not alone, not anymore."

"Thank you so much for being so kind I really appreciate it."

"I will get Landon to show you where your quarters will be, so you can have your own space. I will also get you some clothes, so you have stuff to wear."

"Thank you for everything you really have no idea how much this means to me."

"Lilly, you are special, and I know you don't understand what makes you special, but you will. Just keep the Healer Wolf between us for now I don't want a lot to know what you are."

"Why is it bad being that kind of Wolf?"

"No it's not bad it's extraordinary it's just I don't want you to be in any kind of danger if people find out what you are they might want you."

"I mean, it's possible that I am not what you say I am right."

"Of course anything is possible."

I try not to be concern you can't change what is already if I am this Healer wolf I can't change it why not embrace it. I just need to accept that I may be different from all the other wolves which I'm fine with. Landon walks in "I'm not interrupting anything I was going to show you where your quarters will be. If you two need a couple of minutes, I can always come back."

"No that's alright you can show me to my room I really would like to take a rest. Dean, thank you so much for everything."

"If you need anything like I said before, you know where I'm at."