Killing My Alpha Mate

JADEN PERRY

"Keep your head up, you're slacking Jay" my instructor yelled annoyed and it was a mutual feeling I was sick of this.

I was sparring in the arena with one of the guards, he wasn't a tough fighter, even going easy on the shaking man plus the light ache in my chest kept distracting me and I had to ignore Calius blaring growls. "Jay ...

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'Ughh" I yip, dropping my sword falling to my knees I clutch my shirt the sharp sinuous pain hard to ignore now.

My whole breathe hyperventilating, the pain was torturous hitting hardest and harder tilk it subsided a little but still hurt like hell.

"What the fuck"

I asked, Mate Calius whispered, unable to speak well because of the pain.

My eyes widened in terror, realizing it, Hailey was with another man not just any other man Dimitri.

I winch as another wave hits me digging my fits into the ground forcing my eyes closed.

"Jay are you ...

"I'm... I'm fine" I stop him from getting closer, my muscles tensing as Calius was taking form and I let him, not having the strength to fight, my clothes tear apart as I turn into my black-blue vicious wolf, the whole room erupting in confusing murmurs.

I had to leave this place. I could practically hear my father's voice blaring "do not look weak in front of your subjects Jaden" like he always used to, without hesitation Calius ran out the exit into the woods. How could Hailey do this??

She was no hoe, not like other bitches she hasn't known the guy for one week for crying out loud!

Did she do this to defile me? Or did she really love Dimitri? The later part hurts intensifying the pain the worse part of it all was that it is all my fault my own goddamn fault!To avoid an incomplete reading experience, visit Jobn'i'b.com. My insides feels like they had been put inside a furnace, of venomous snakes and stinging bees with a burnt dagger piercing through it at once the next wave that hits brings Calius on his knees making him howl slowly in pain.

The curse of the mate bond, the moon goddess should be glowing in her victory, she's won!

This is what she wanted to see, me to suffer. I hope she's relishing every Goddamn moment of it cause it was never going to happen again I was going to make sure of it.

Tired of pacing out here and fearing a search party would soon be arranged I nudge Calius and turn back to my human form pulling on clothes, I take a feeble walk back to the pack house.

I head straight to Hailey's room ignoring the weird gazes that cross my ways as long as they were just looks and no side comments.

I hear chuckling coming from her room, I'm Frozen in place must I have been mistakenly? Was the ache for something else?

"Oh I can't wait" I hear Shyna's voice echo with delight. I'm certain anything I find behind these doors isn't going to be pretty.

I push the door opening seeing the messed up room and horrific faces of the two ladies stunned they had been caught.

Standing here looking at Riley I regret ever fucking her, what the fuck did i see in this bitch? She was nothing compared to Hailey, she was pale compared to Hailey's beautiful features. Hailey was a sweetheart, a warrior, Riley was the daughter of the devil, a scared, irritating hoe watching her and the stunt she just pulled only grows my disgust, she's pathetic!

HAILEY STEWARTS

I stepped into my room

"Huh that's funny" I mutter it was dark, I never turn off the lights patting the wall by my right till I find the light switch with a click the room comes alive with a horrific mess staring back at me.

I'm stunned by the mess in front of me. My things were scattered around the floor in shreds. I crouch down picking up one of the torn fabric. The design I notice is from the new clothes I was given.

"Oh no!" I hurried to my cupboard, opening it the same as the floors and my bed, the piles of torn clothes, everything had been ruined into confetti except my old worn out ones but that was not the reason for me panicking.

I see the box but it is empty, dropping to my knees I scatter the shredded clothes on the ground and finally my tears drip as I see the necklace on the floor.

"No!" I cry sadly with shaking hands picking up the fragments of the green emerald now in pieces

It was the last gift my dad had given to me, the last thing of home I had left.

I kept it in my tiny box pushing it far back in the cupboard, my silent promise to find out the truth about the crown now that had been destroyed too.

Why was I born with a bad omen?

My Ill fate winning again.

It was no doubt Riley and Shyne's doing, I hated them so goddamn much I usually don't wish pain on a person but I hope right about now they'll die and be wiped away from this world as I sob uncontrollably, I felt just as shattered as the emerald.

I had the worst luck. Why haven't the cold arms of death not claimed me each and every day I begged secretly wishing as I lay my head to rest I won't open them by the morrow, but it never happens, it never happens. "Hailey...

"This is all your fault!" I screamed at him not giving a fuck bout the consequences.

"Don't you dare take a step closer" I warned sternly, at this point I don't have any ounce of respect left for this man, bluntly, with his mask of sympathy that wasn't fooling anyone.

I was done with his tricks, his games and most of all his sick girlfriend, everything about him was toxic to me.

Ruining my life over and over again because he can't keep his egoistic nature in check.

He didn't listen, coming closer picking me off the ground, hitting him on his chest to let me go was just like hitting a wall it had no effect he didn't budge or flinch.

Aiming for his jugular I hit him with force yakking at the impact, it was as strong as a bulls but his grip loosened around me giving the chance to escape as I stepped back. "Okay I deserve that" he says touching his jaw.

No, that wasn't what he deserved. If there's any Justice he should be whipped over and over again till he passes out in pain, I stay mute letting the stream flow from my eyes. "I'm just here to help"

"Help!" I laugh out loud " haven't you helped me enough" I say my voice hurts not believing what he just spat.

Hailey... he steps closer and I step backwards he does again and I react the same.

"If you really want to help me you'll leave me the fuck alone" I say sternly, speaking to deaf ears he walks in closer trying to step back I realized I was pinned to the wall having no other place to go.

He pulls me in his warm embrace having no strength in me to fight I let him, let this stupid man console me.

"You need to leave this goddamn room" his chest rumbles as he speaks and I don't care as he walks towards the exit with me in his arms.

He leads me outside the room, my head buried in his chesty legs doing his bidding, I'm lying on his chest, his arms around me, my brain isn't working, Helana is silent and the necklace in my grasp is cold, matching my numb heart. "Climb up" I look away seeing a ladder heading up to the roof.

He must be out if he mind if he believes I was going to climb to the roof and stay with him.

I was about to decline but held the decision for a while. I wanted to be another person, pretending my pathetic life didn't exist, even if it was just for a while the break would be nice.

Gripping the necklace still in my arms I climbed awkwardly up the metal ladder having Jaden help behind as he pushed me gently.

We get to the top, the sight breathtaking, the scene beautiful, the wind flowing soothing the ache in my chest a little as I stand gazing quietly, Jaden hugging me from behind, somehow his being here makes the pain bearable.