His Immense Desires

LEAVING ON A BAD NOTE

****STEFFS' POV****

"""'Babe like seriously you were damn afraid, ohhh, never knew you cared so much about me, seriously I never wanted to take that but, I was kinda feeling depressed.

I was just feeling so down, that was the only option left for me to calm myself from my high situation", I said while taking a walk towards chubs bed.

After I had gotten myself, Janelle had requested we went to her house, and she kinda forced me to sleep over in her lodge.

I had to stay after everything she went through in making sure my fainting situation didn't slip to my death.

I heard so many times, that in cases like this not everyone is likely to get away with it, some die even before they were given medications, while some die after the medications has been given, maybe it came too late or the internal body of the individual couldn't accept the medication.

"""Damn I was so afraid, I wondered how it would be if something worse had happened", I said, with my eyes getting teary.

"Yoo baby, keep confessing your undying love for me, sincerely, like hands up, I love seeing you in such situations.

It makes me feel so special, it also makes me feel that really there's no one that could compete friendship love with me", I said, but really I was excited within me.

"You're so unbelievable macho, how can you be saying this, you're actually wishing to be in that horrible situation again just to gain my attention.

You know what I thought you're sick in the brain, but right now, I know it's confirmed that you're actually sick in the brain", Janelle said.

I laughed loudly, "chubs??, God won't ever let me be in that horrible situation", I said.

"Why do you think so?, I know after this you will be going back to your lodge to continue from where you stopped, not like it's my business, it's not my health not body system it's going to affect, it's just you and you alone", Janelle rasped.

"You're just so petrified about the situation, and please mind your tongue, you have no right to judge me", I warned.

"There she goes again, now it's all about me, I am now the Judge huhh, let me tell you Steff, that you're alive right now it's because of me and nothing else.

If I wasn't there when you were smoking the life out of your lungs, killing your body system systematically, do you think you would be here to exchange words with me?", Janelle asked.

"Ohhh now, it's all about you making me alive right, like you are the giver of life, or like you're my God, I don't just know what's wrong with you.

Wait, Janelle what do you take me for, you take me as a shit or a scumbag who has no plans for her life, who just wants to smoke weed until she's dead.

Now get it I to that stupid and foolish head of yours, as much as you're my friend, you won't talk shit about me.

I will tolerate anything but insults, don't try that", I rasped.

Immediately she started clapping her hands and hauling all manner of insults at me.

"So right now, it's no longer chubs, it's now Janelle, not even Janey.

You no longer add the best in front of friend, it's now friend, that's good, it's alright.

Now let me get something into that head of yours, you're motherfucker, a pervert, a hole where guys ditch their expired sperm.

I don't fucking care about you, if that's what you think, let me tell you, the strippers in the clubs are way more better than you.

If you think you have the guts and effrontery to make me feel bad over helping you with your fucking drug addiction, then you must be a fool.

No one can ever make me feel bad, not even you, after all I wasn't the one that came running to your house the first day we met, it was you, and you alone.

Don't you ever try to play smart with me, I am going to rip you apart emotionally, you're going to go sulking on all fresh men's dick", Janelle said.

I sunk down on the bed, I held my head in between my hands, I was short of words.

I couldn't believe Janelle did say all this to me, I was dumbfounded, I looked up at her, as she kept hauling insults at me and was throwing her clothes all about the room.

I stood up and went about picking all the clothes, I kept them on her bed and started folding them.

It never got finished, as she kept throwing more.

"What do you think you are doing Stefflon, what do you fucking think you are doing, you are using your slutty hands in my clothes?.

Did I tell you in need some help with my clothes, get your damn hands off my clothes", Janelle warned.

"Gawd Janelle??, Has it gotten to this, what is wrong with you, please Janelle don't go acting like this", I told her.

"You know what Stefflon, it's high time you left my house, you should just get going, I don't want to loose my cool", Janell said.

"Damn it girl, are you serious now?, Is this really you saying this?", I asked her.

"Yoo it's I JANELLE PARKER in cap, and I am talking to you Stefflon Douglas, get the hell out of my lodge, who invited you by the way", I was confused, I haven't ever seen this part of her. "Janelle look into my eyes and tell me to leave your lodge and I would do that, say my name and tell me to leave your house without looking back", I urged her.

"You, Stefflon Douglas leave my house, leave my lodge right now and don't fucking come back.

This is the way you would thank me for saving your ass huhh", Janelle said.

I didn't wait any further, she just said what I have been waiting to hear, I would leave her lodge, but I swear I am going to make it hard for her when she comes back for forgiveness. She will pay dearly for what she did to me, she just broke me emotionally into tiny shreds and pieces.

I let the door close with a loud thud.

***JANELLE'S POV***

Immediately she left, I sunk down on my knees, I clutched my knees tight to my chest, as I rested my head on my knee.

I can't believe all those words were from me, nevertheless, she started it first.

She should be grateful, don't she feel how it is to watch a best friend taking the wrong path, and yet doesn't want to retract her steps.

I only want to feel strong and not hurt.

I remembered I was going to meet my family tomorrow, I was still thinking about all that happened between Steff and I, just few minutes ago.

I didn't know when I slept off in that horrible position, gawd my back felt so stiff when I woke up in the middle of the night to urinate.

I couldn't even walk well, I came out from the bathroom and was heading to my bed, when a message popped in my phone.

It was from mum, "remember to come home early tomorrow, it's Sunday, and I want you to follow us for Sunday Mass. Don't forget to come along with your Bible.

XX

MUM

I wondered why she was so keen on seeing me tomorrow, like though she couldn't talk to me over the phone.

I just yawned and swiped it off from the top of my screen and went off to bed.☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐