Thrown Away

When Finn calmed herself down she was mortified that she allowed a complete stranger to comfort her. Truth be told though, she felt safe in Nikora's arms. Maybe because he had never been part of either club that had had a hand in harming her or using her. "Sorry" Finn mumbled when she finally pushed away from Nikora. "I'm not" Nikora replied smiling at Finn.

Myles had tried to take her out of Nikora's arms when he caught his breath, but had been stopped by Zane. Zane knew Finn needed to let it all out and she was always trying to be strong for everyone, she needed someone to be strong for her. If Nikora holding her allowed her to let out her emotions, then he would allow it as much as he was annoyed about Nikora holding Finn, he also understood that she needed someone.

Finn headed to the bathroom which was in Zane's office. She always had free reign in the club after her mother died. Even with Jarrod until shit hit the fan so didn't worry about asking. "Uh is she allowed to do that?" Knuckles asked. Walking into the pres' office without asking was a big no no unless you were the old lady and even then some places didn't allow it. "She can go where the fuck she likes here and in my club" Myles spat. "She has free reign" Zane stated.

Nikora wanted to smack his VP because when Finn was in his club and he was sure she would be if he had anything to do with it, she would be allowed anywhere at all. "Where is she going?" Nikora asked when he stopped throwing daggers with his eyes at knuckles. "Likely to the bathroom, she won't use the ones on the floor after her step mother cornered her in the bathroom when she was 12" Zane replied. Nikora was more pissed with the adults in her life now but was happy she was free to use the pres' bathroom.

"Finn" Myles said as she stepped out do the office. "I'm going to get my son and then I am leaving. I don't want to turn into them and being here does that to me. I want to hurt everyone who hurt me and I am better then that" Finn stated looking at her brother. Myles nodded in understanding. This was the club that had hurt her most. It held people who hurt her and no matter the paint you threw on the walls or the furniture change, this place hurt her the most. She lost everything in this place. "I'll take you home" Myles stated. Finn shook her head no, she just needed to be away from everyone for a little while.

Finn headed up to the room she had left Sunny and Jai in. Jai was still sound asleep with Sunny sitting in the recliner watching over the little boy. "Finn what happened?" Sunny immediately asked seeing how red Finn's eyes were. It was very obvious that Finn had been crying. "I am better then the monsters I want to hurt. I can't do it Sunny, I can't hurt them because they hurt me. That's not me" Finn whispered trying not to cry again. "Please don't make me be the one to decide what happens to Jarrod, Tama or Taylor" Finn chocked out.

Nikora, Myles and Zane were all outside the door listening to what was happening. Sally was down dealing with her husband. Zane was getting updates on his phone from the guys down there all wanting to tap out because apparently what she was doing was that bad. The three men asked to leave the minute she cut his dick off but when she shoved it down his throat, the three told Zane they were staying outside the door now.

"You listen to me Finlay. You are not a monster at all. They are monsters and you don't need to decide what happens to them. Jarrod will be held accountable" Sunny started. "I smashed his balls with a metal bat, I think I crushed it" Finn rushed out. "That's ok Finn, he deserved it and much worse for what he has done. He uses girls, young girls. One of the presidents who helped you get out of here without him claiming you has a 16 year old girl. Jarrod did the same thing to her but she lost her baby and he asked once you had a shot with him, if we would hand him over. He will take care of him so you don't need to worry" Sunny stated.

"I'm sorry you are losing your son" Finn told Sally sincerely. Finn couldn't imagine how hard that would be for Sunny. "Don't be, we lost him a long time ago. He isn't the boy we raised. I made my peace with it and I can't look at him without seeing the monster he is" Sunny replied calmly. Her and Zane had discussed this at length and they had concluded he was a risk to society and would never stop going after young girls for his own pleasure, son or not that was not tolerated. Finn nodded in understanding.

Sunny embraced Finn, "you will never be a monster Finn. You are far from it. After all the shit you have been through, you still are strong, kind and caring. You are still a baby and are raising a child on your own. He is smart, happy and well cared for. You did that and I am so proud of you, your mum would be so proud of you" Sunny whispered. Finn sobbed into Sunny's chest. She never felt she had anyone after her mother died. Yes Myles was her brother but he was always protecting her, she was always his kid sister. No one saw her but here Sunny was saying exactly what Finn had needed.

"How old is Finn?" Nikora asked. Nikora was 28 and just assumed Finn was in her 20's but after he heard Sunny's words maybe she wasn't. "She is 18 had Jai when she was 17" Zane answered. Nikora nodded his head. "Did she ever get to be a normal kid?" Nikora asked. He was starting to piece things together, that maybe things had been shit for Finn for a long time. Myles shook his head no, since his mother died Finn had to grow up quickly and when she was finally getting to be a normal teenager she found out she was pregnant. Nikora nodded in understanding. He knew exactly what he needed to do to win his woman's heart.