Chapter 8
Hannah took a deep breath and tried to remain calm. She made every effort to clear her mind. She
marched forward, telling herself not to look back for fear of losing her cool. “My job…” Hannah uttered
to herself. However, before she could seek an answer from Calvin, the car sped away, making a
roaring engine sound. Hannah was left standing alone on the streets. She wrapped her clothes more
tightly and kept her head down against the wind. Instead of walking toward the budget hotel, Hannah
dragged her feet to a motel hidden in a secluded alley. She could only afford to stay in the old moldy
motel which was priced at thirty dollars a night. The tiny room had a musky scent and fairly old and
cheap furniture. She had chosen to lie to Calvin about her situation because she could not bear telling
him about her plight. Hannah was greeted by a tall figure when she arrived at the entrance of the motel.
It was Jay and he had a few bags of women’s clothing placed beside him. The man flashed a warm
smile as Hannah approached him. She could always let her guard down beside him. “How do you know
I’m here?” Jay patted Hannah lightly on the head and responded, “What a fool! Have you forgotten how
easy it is for me to track anyone’s whereabouts in Greenville?” “Oh right.” Hannah pointed to the motel
and added, “It’s messy in there. Shall we chat over a meal somewhere nearby? It’s my treat.” “It’s all
right. I have something else to attend to.” Jay did not want to prolong his stay as he knew it would
cause Hannah to feel uneasy. Hence, he handed her the bags of clothes before continuing, “Your
clothes look a little worn out today. I bought some new ones for you.” Despite her reluctance, Hannah
accepted the clothes after being reminded of Godrick’s instructions earlier in the day. She rationalized
to herself, Jay has been a great help. Once I have received my pay, I’ll give him some clothes in return. Jay got into his car and drove away after completing his task. Hannah was thankful that he did not
probe her matters with the Fullerton family. In addition, she was grateful that a wealthy man like him
was willing to visit her at a rundown alley. After all, some things were better left unsaid. With a faint
smile, Hannah carried the bags into the motel. She did not notice a man seated in the black Maybach
had been watching her every move. He remained hidden at the corner of the motel building. Calvin had
limited himself to one cigar every day. He had, however, already completed three clouds of smoke
today. When he saw the bag of women’s clothes in the backseat, a fresh swell of rage rose in him. He
grasped the steering wheels and examined his surroundings. The alley to the motel was dimly lit, and
the ground was filled with trash. Boxes of leftover food were thrown over the floor, fouling the air. He
was hesitant to go any further down the filthy alley. “Hmm?” Hannah opened the door and was met with
a grumpy-looking Calvin. She had put on a fresh set of clothes and was prepared to head to the public
toilet to do her laundry. It was a huge sacrifice for the man, who was dressed in an expensive suit and
leather shoes, to walk on the soiled ground. Calvin sneered, “Seems like you can’t wait to put on
clothes from another man.” Hannah stuttered, “I was…” She paused and clutched her laundry basket
tightly, thinking to herself, there’s no need to explain that I have been wearing the same outfit for so many days. He’s no longer the brother whom I can tease and play with. Hannah closed her eyes,
composed herself, and rephrased her query. “What brings you here?” Calvin chided, “Why are you
staying here? Aren’t you concerned that someone will see you living in such filth? This location is
beneath you.” “Lower your volume!” Hannah rushed toward Calvin and rolled her eyes before
continuing, “You will be reprimanded if someone hears you!” Calvin looked along the hallway at the
various units and knew his statements were inappropriate. After all, everyone had a tale to share, and
he had no intention of judging others. However, he could not bear to see Hannah live in such harsh
conditions. Moreover, it would cause him more trouble if someone were to take photos of her dire
situation. It was unbearable for a neat freak like Calvin to spend another second in the shambles. He
felt repulsive, as though ants were crawling all over his body. Anger welled up in the man’s chest and
he knocked the laundry basket out of Hannah’s hands. He glanced at the woman’s clothes and
ordered, “Get out of this shithole right now!” Hannah asked quizzically, “Where can I go?” The man
replied, “Home.” Hannah lowered her head and uttered dejectedly, “I no longer have a home.” She
stared at the clothes scattered across the floor with a crestfallen look and thought to herself, why is he even here? Why did he say that I’m going home? Home… what an irony. I never had a home until I was ten years old. Now that I’m twenty-two years old, I’m once again made homeless by the man whom I respected the most. Calvin hissed, “What do you mean by you don’t have a home? Are you
planning to stay here so that you can spend quality time with Jay?” His mood worsened as he struggled
to control the itch caused by the filthy environment. The man grabbed onto Hannah’s arms and
bellowed, “I don’t want to be the talk of the town because I was cheated on.” The lady boss of the motel
did not dare to block Calvin’s path when they went past the motel’s reception. She was worried about
offending the man who was dressed in impeccable clothes. She watched on as Calvin shoved Hannah
into the passenger seat of a luxurious vehicle. Meanwhile, Hannah lowered her head and peered
fearfully at Calvin’s hand, which was tightly wrapped around her arm. The man fixed his cold gaze on
her arm and intentionally shifted his grip a few inches higher. She could hear his deep breathing, but
she dared not look up. Calvin finally let go of his grip after Hannah’s seat belt was fastened. His
accidental caress of her neck sent shivers down her spine. However, she immediately pushed the man
away when his expression reminded her of Liam. “Don’t touch me!” Hannah screamed. “Are you
crazy?” Calvin yelled in return and slammed the door shut. He loosened his tie and unbuttoned his
sleeves to relieve the itch from the rashes. Next, he lit another cigar, in an attempt to appease his
anger. When he stole a glance at the passenger seat, he noticed that Hannah was crying. It was the
first time Calvin saw Hannah crying after Liam died. He remembered that she was fond of crying since
young. In one incident, Hannah burst into tears when the family’s pet died. Liam was out of his wits and
sought Calvin’s advice to coax the young Hannah. In the end, both men had to take turns cheering the
little girl up. Unlike Liam, Calvin adopted a harsh approach and often instructed her to stop crying.
However, it proved to be a terrible idea as Hannah began to cry even more. Under Liam’s intense gaze,
he would have no choice but to brush her tears away. Even though Calvin offered no words of comfort,
his gesture was enough to make Hannah smile again. Everything was going great but it’s all gone now. She’s responsible for this mess! How could she bear watching the man who treated her with so much kindness die? She’s so evil! It had been a long time since Calvin felt such intense anger. The rashes on
his body began to itch even more. He flicked the cigar away and leaned back on the driver’s seat.
“Who are you trying to fool? Are you crying because of self-pity? Liam has died for so long. There’s no
point shedding crocodile tears now.” Calvin had accepted Hannah to keep silent as she always did. To
his surprise, she protested, “I’m not crying for him!” Tears started streaming down Hannah’s cheeks
once more. Her heart wrenched in pain as she was reminded of the betrayal from her loved ones. “You
won’t believe anything I said. There’s no point asking. I don’t want to talk about it either.” Guilt flashed
across Calvin’s face as he glanced at the car’s glove compartment. He had recently received an
anonymous photograph. Have I misunderstood her? What was the truth behind the car accident? The
man cleared his throat and asked, “What exactly happened that night?” He wanted to know if Hannah’s
willfulness had contributed to Liam’s vehicle accident. Furthermore, he wanted to confirm that the
woman had chosen to watch his brother die rather than save him when she could.