Chapter 32: Threat
It's been three days since my family go back to our province. We had fun at our previous days, I had enough with the days I and
my family spend with the effort of Raze and mommy Rousey yet I'm bothered.
I keep receiving threats from the unknown and a warning from Mr. Rance that I must leave and forget Raze or else he will do it
forcedly himself. Selfish!
I'm getting scared each day and I don't know what exactly to do. However, Raze's smile and everything he do made me want to
fight.
"Ranz I'm going out for a bit, I'm just going to meet someone at the café nearby." I informed him before I leave.
I'm going to meet Raze's father and I'm kinda tensed about it. I check my face through my reflection at my phone screen, well,
I'm fine it's just that my heartbeat concerns me.
Luckily, Raze isn't around because he is busy so I don't have to worry about where I go. Mr. Rance didn't allow me to tell Raze
about everything so I really have to zip my mouth.
I booked a taxi and arrived at the café after only 10 minutes. The place was a bit crowded so. I hardly search him until someone
approach me and ask my name then lead the way as he confirms that I'm Lorence.
The atmosphere change as I step near the garden. He choose open air and it's only three of us around plus the waiter nearby
like waiting to be called. I saw Mr. Coleman sitting comfortably there with a man behind him, his guard maybe.
"Just continue ma'am" the man who accompanied me spoke as I slowed my steps then he turn his back, leaving me nervously.
I heavily step my feet closer and greet him as I arrived. "Good afternoon Mr. Coleman!"
"Have a sit Lorence" everything he said makes my insides tremble though he is doing nothing. Gush!
"Coffee?" He added.
"A-ah! Sure sir, thanks!"
"Here's the menu book" he is not intimidating this time.
"I want dalgona sir"
"Okay! Waiter, please give her dalgona coffee and give me more tea." The waiter comes close and bow before he continue to
leave.
"Sir, why you invite me here?" I ask straightly. I wanna leave now.
"We could talk about that later!"
"How's Raze?" He continue while looking at me like he was a scanner.
"He is fine sir, he is doing great though I sense that something's off and I feel like he is hiding something from me!" I honestly
answer, waiting for him to say what I want to hear.
"I see, he is still selfless." He responded and smile, suddenly my heartbeat calms like I'm just talking to my dad.
"What do you mean sir?"
"No need for you to know. Anyway, what did you like about my son?" That's unexpected question.
"About him? He was so rude, ungentleman, grumpy, intimidating, cold and crazy yet I'm wrong. He has something inside him that
can make every girls fall in love. Actually, I don't really know how to answer your question sir. I can't find the exact word to
explain or I don't really have to explain. I love him and that's it" I manage to answer him and I sounds like insane.
"Okay, how's he as a boss?" He sounds like he don't know what his son's like. Is he playing around?
"He is very kind, thoughtful and the most awesome boss sir. He grow like a perfect fruit and you're the tree sir."
"I'm the tree? You're wrong at that part. If he was a fruit of me then why he is a grapes while I'm an apple? We're pretty much
different." He replied seriously then he lean at the backrest and sigh like he has a deep thought.
I didn't respond. He is right, Raze was far different that him. They're far from being similar yet everyone has their own character
and traits.
After a minute the waiter came with his tray. I hope I won't palpitate because of dalgona.
"Thanks!" I utter as the waiter place my dalgona.
Why I sense that he is a good father? Maybe he is not strong enough to drop off his pride, to show Raze that he already accept
the past.
I don't know but I can see in his eyes the change as he ask about Raze. It's full of love and concern.
"Lorence my next question doesn't make sense but I still want you to answer it. Do you think Sabrina and Raze will do great like
they're compatible for each other?" Like what he said his question doesn't make any sense.
"Maybe they are because you're risking everything just to make them together. Both of them can create different world through
properties, power and fame but my parents taught me one thing and that is we cannot buy everything, not all the time those what
I mentioned earlier can make us happy. Sometimes all we need is a priceless love, attention and effort to make every new day
more unforgettable and also memorable." I answer straightly then look at the sky, it's bright and clear though it's already noon
time.
"I'm selfish and greedy Lorence. I can't break a compact. Haaa!" He took a deep sigh before he sip his tea. I think I understand
what he have done. If I'm not mistaken it's about the engagement of Raze and Sabrina, he had no choice or he set aside all the
choices?
"It's fine sir. We can decide for our future and everything will work if the fate won't mess up!" We exchange answers more calm,
serious and honest this time until...
"I like you yet I still want you out of my sons life." The most sweetest word I ever heard from him, at least he like me and we had
a comfortable conversation with each other. This day is meaningful to me.
"I can't sir, I love your son." I know that he is aware of that.
"What do you need? Tell me, I'll provide then just leave my son." He sounds begging.
"Here, this is worth 1M." He hand me a cheque like it's planned already.
"Sorry sir, like what I've said earlier... We can't buy everything so you can't pay me just to leave him." I sip one more to finish my
dalgona and stand.
"Sir I'm sorry for everything and thanks. I have to go sir, thanks for today" I formally bow and turn my back.
"I'm sorry!" I hear him, he said it low like he don't want me to hear it. Why he is sorry?
I leave the place, I'm happy as well as curious. Hmm, maybe life just go this way, complicated.
I'm busy, Raze and I only have time around silent night. He often go home late and exhausted so I just give him the support.
Days passed, as usual Raze will drive me for work before he'll proceed to his meeting or another agenda. He even have less
time to message me nor visiting Texno to eat lunch with me. We're busy and I understand him. He has a lot of business and after
work he'll do a vlog, that's daily after dinner and I end up watching his vlogs if I miss him. I did every minute because we have a
less time for each other since we sometimes both have a hectic schedule.
I love him and it doesn't mean he'll be with me all the time, I learn that love means understanding and do sacrificing for someone.
I'm now preparing to surprise him...our first monthsary.
The time is fleeting.
I bake a heart cake for him and I also made a pop up box for him with the content of our taken memories.
Everyday is special but this day will be the most, for us at least. After baking and do the design I put it at the fridge then go
outside to wait for him.
Seconds, minutes and hours passed, he's still not coming home, it's already 10pm.
I was so sleepy when I hear an arrival of a car so I run back at my room without making him notice then I play asleep. As
expected, he check me. I feel his warm soft lips that touch my forehead and cheek.
"I'm sorry love for my short comings...hmm, you're my rest in this cruel world love!" He sounds sad and I don't know why I feel
like crying as he said those and he slowly grope my hair and plant a kiss there. Is he facing some trouble? I hope he will tell me.
He stay silent and I can still facing his presence, after a moment he leave so I hurriedly check the time, it's already 11:45pm. It
means I still have 15 minutes. I waited him to go inside his room directly before I fully go out and head the kitchen to get the tray
cart and nervously enter at his security system, I'm agitated during the face recognition.
The light was still on, he is probably still at the bath room right now. I slowly close the door and push the food cart near the bed.
I'm looking at my wrist watch when I hear the sound of the door at it opens and there... The door expose Raze who's now drying
his hair using his towel.
"L-love w--"
"Happy 1st monthsary love." I cutted him to greet. It's exactly midnight. His stern face fade and smiles now ruled his face. He
hurriedly draw near and hug me tight.
"I missed you" he whisper and still hugging me tight.
"Me too love" I respond and hug him back.
"Happy first monthsary love" he said them let me go.
He loves the cake, it's designed like his ICEcore's mask, while eating he suddenly stood up and get something at his drawer.
"Here!" He was smiling as he hand me a black box and I excitedly open it.
"WOW! I love this. OMG! Thank you so much love!" That's a white shirt with Zero Two and Hiro's face, looking with each other
but that's not so simple as that, the shirt change what you saw when you look from the side, it's us on the shirt too. He had one
of it too and he made me super happy. I love how it change the image.
"This is the first and the real start of our adventure love, I'd like to stay with you forever. I hope that it'll be granted." He utter like
there's hesitation. I don't have a word to say so instead of that I just give him a peck.
We watch movies together while cuddling until we get sleepy. The next day, he became much more busy than previous days, he
even sleep at his company since he has his own room inside his office. I sometimes stole a time and surprise him a coffee with a
sticky note beside then he will spent a little time for me until I'll leave and do my job. That's been our routine and I get used to it.
Having fun with him on the way to the office was so much fun and every time he send me home means a lot to me.
"Yey! Cath we're going to launch our 2nd games next week." Cassy excitedly utter.
"Wow, I bet it'll be successful like our previous creation." I'm excited too. That success opens a lot of opportunities not just for me
but for all in the company. Lately, we received a lots of projects and create more too. I'm happy that Raze doesn't have a hard
time because of concerns but he is busy for the real progress.
"Cath we're going outside, wanna come?" Liza ask me yet I'm not in the mood to go out.
"No, I'm fine here" I just said and look at my phone.
"Sorry!" I received a message from Mr. Rance. I don't know why he's saying sorry. It's been a month since our last talk and
wondering why he remember me at this time. I just ignore it and do a digital art on my phone, I'm using Ibispaint and started to
make tutorial videos on YouTube. Currently, I already have 500k subscribers just in a month, I'm glad that they like my videos...
The funny part is that some of my viewers requested me to do a video like Raze would do it with me.
Amidst creating my art I received an incoming video call from Stacey so I accept it.
"Hi sis! How are you? Oh? Why you look like that?" Suddenly worries replaced the excitement on me because she's crying.
"Tell me what's the problem Cy!" I ask
"I'm sorry for not telling you this sis. Lately we had a hard time. Our school Dean warned me that they will drop me out if they
won't see you, they just give me two weeks and--" she didn't continue what to say, she cry hard instead.
Seeing her in tears make me feel like one too... I'm hurt.
"Stacey, hurry up. Let's leave immediately" mom yells while carrying Toby, she looks pale.
"What's going on Sta--"
"I'll call you back later sis, dad's in trouble!" She rushly say and end the call. I was froze after hearing what she said. Fudge! My
heart seems like going to collapse.
I now really feel agitated while walking back and forth, waiting Stacey's call.
I calm myself as the girls arrived and excuse myself then go at the free room, I stay at the conference room since it's free...
Fudge! I stay here just to overthink!
I feel like I stop breathing, I want to know what's going on so I know what to react.
Krrrrrrnnngggggggg~
"Stacey! What's going on?"
"He's not fine sis! T-the hospital won't accept us. This is the 3rd hospital yet they still rejected us...t-they refuse as they know our
family name. I don't know what's going on and how to comfort mom" she began to cry. Fudge!
"Where's mom?"
"They're at the car. Sis! It's hurt to look dad grunting because of pain." I don't know what to say... Dad has a kidney problem, I
hope he'll be fine.
"Sis, I'll call you back. Mom's calling me. She's crying." She said and hung up the call again.
After a minutes I received a message from mom and Stacey.
Mom: Cath we need you! Only you can sacrifice one thing for our ease.
Stacey: sis help!
To Stacey: if you guys need money I can send right away. I don't know what to do!" I texted and began to cry.
Stacey: We don't need money sis, we can't even get their service.
I silently cry any my chest began to hurt like it's hammered and stab without no mercy. I can't understand the pain like it wants
me to hurt myself too then suddenly I realize something as I saw Mr. Colemans message. 'I'm sorry'
My family doesn't need my money, they don't need me there personally but they need me to stop it, stop it by sacrificing one
thing. I think the scenarios happened with the lead of Raze's father, I can't understand if I'm just overthinking or that hunch was
right but my fingers move right away and all Mr. Rance.
It's ringing... I wipe my tears and now biting my finger nail because of nervousness.
"Hello!" There he go.
"Sir, I'm begging. Stop all the things you started."
"What do you mean?"
"Dad was sick yet the hospital refuse to accept them. Stacey was warned by the Dean to drop her if I can't come to see them
within two weeks. Sir please, this only means that I have to go back and that also means leaving you son and all of this was
because of you! I know it!"
"I'm sorry, this is the only way we know that'll work. I can't change my son's mind and yours without using this strategy." He
admitted it.
He said we and probably it's with the cooperation of Mr. Davis, Sabrina's dad.
"Tell me what to do, I need to save dad. Please!"
"Leave Raze, we are going to stop everything." His voice was cold like he was forced while my tears flows dramatically and my
chest hurts triple. I can't leave Raze but...with this situation I have no choice.
I sensed that Mr. Rance was so nice and he is a good man. Shit! Why?
"I-I will sir, just stop everything. I can't put my family's life on the line. Please! I need them so please sir. Leaving your son means
saving a water using a strainer, Don't you know how hard and impossible is that?Why sir? Why it can't be me? Why it must be
her? Tell me now, tell me to stop meddling our life too." He broke my heart.
"Comrade Davis already put back the freedom of your family. Now, leave my son." He continue while I can't stop my tears. How
we can end up like this?
"Give me one week to stay with him sir!"
"Sure, just don't tell him about the deal" he replied and end the call. My chest suddenly felt more heavy than earlier. I don't care if
they'll hear me loudly crying but I'm really hurt. They hit 2 birds with just one stone, they just don't hit it, they even kill it... Kill me
softly.
I'm in tears stream, I don't know that the proposal will end up as a memory before letting go. Darn it. Darn it to all fuckin' crazy
riches. I hate them. I hate them!!!!!!!
INCOMING CALL... It's Stacey.
"Sis, dad's already at the emergency room. D-did you~"
"Yes, don't worry. See you in a bit." I said crying. I didn't expect it to be painful like this, I really don't.
"Look out them for me, okay? I'll be fine! I'll hang up now. I'm going to continue working but if you need something just message
or call me. Tell dad to fight. I love y'all. Bye!" I sadly say and hung up the call. I can't talk for more or else my tears won't stop
flooding. I try to compose myself and after that I leave the room and get my bag at our area then leave without a word I have to
go back at the mansion and rest.
I booked a grab taxi and on the way I didn't hold on, I can't really stop my tears. How can I stop crying when I only think is the
safety of my family and leaving the man of my life? How can I force to smile when I'm going to leave the reason of it? My heart,
it'll be again a hollow space like an abandoned home. Yeah, this life isn't a fairytale where the Prince and the Princess would live
happily ever after, it doesn't exist after all.
As I arrived, I ignore everyone because of my blurry vision and lock myself inside my room.
'I love you Chump!'
'Did I tell you I love you?'
'You're my only woman'
'I'll fight for you'
I suddenly remember how we start, how we temporarily hate each other then fall in love. It's hurts!
Someone knocks my door, it's mother Sharn. She commiseratively looking at me and listen while telling her everything with my
tears and sobs.
"You're fine now?"
"I have to mother Sharn. I have to act fine so he won't sense something. There's still one week for me mother Sharn, one week
to silently tell him that I love you so much. A love that enough to kill me as I let myself go in distance." I wipe my tears. She cried
with me too. I'm sorry.
"I'm going to sleep mother Sharn, can you wake me up when he arrived?" I said and smile, forcedly.
"I will" I just nod and hide under the comfort of comforter before she leave me.
I woke up with Raze sitting at my side.
"O-oh? You're here!" I was surprised but I'm happy. I'm stopping my tears again,my eyes wasn't tired to cry. Aish!
Seeing him makes my heart hurt, knowing that I'm going to leave him. Damn it!
"Masha told me that you didn't eat with them because you're waiting me. Let's eat!" He said smiling so I nod and hold his warm
hand. I love it and I know the day would come that I'll forget how it feels like.
"I drop by at Texno to check you but you're not there so I leave you a message but you didn't respond. Are you sick?" He ask
worriedly.
"I'm fine now love, you're already here." I said that made him shut for a second maybe because I call him love again.
"I love you!" He utter and incline his arms around my shoulders to make me more closer.
I love this man but I have to sacrifice this love for my family. That's not bad at all. I know how wide can riches do to protect their
treasure and make it grow and also they won't stop me as they won't succeed to their plans. Tsk.
Raze and I eat happily, he has a lots of new funny stories and after eating we walk around while talking.
"Love can I be your personal assistant for a week?" I ask
"Eh? I don't need one love. Why you ask anyway? You're my girlfriend okay?"
"Love, I just want to stay with you within those days. Is that bad?" I pout
"Hmm, you can't be my PA-"
"But love--"
"Shhh! You can stay beside me without doing anything. Okay?" He kiss my forehead. I'm going to miss this, everything he do.
"Yay! Thanks love"
"Love, why you cry earlier?" Why he ask me that, how did he know?
"Hmm, n-nothing love"
"Why? Answer me! Erika ask me if there's something between us since she saw you crying and for the first time you ignore
them." I'm doomed.
"A-ah! Dad was at the hospital but she's fine now." I reply. I received a chat from mom that he is already fine but sadly, he still
have to undergo a kidney transplant. We need 120k for the kidney and my money on my account would be more than enough
but dad refuse fro the transplant so I'm going back with a purpose. I have to convince him.
Stacey also happily message me that the dean already apologize to her for threatening her without a good reason. It's their loss
too for losing an excellent student incase they continue the threat. I wonder how much did Mr. Rance and Davis pay.