The Alpha’s Fated Outcast: Rise Of The Moonsinger

167 The forever I dream of … Lyla I missed you , I murmured to Nathan for maybe the thousandth time since he arrived , placing my head gently on his shoulders .

I hadnt realized how much I missed him until now .

I missed you more , he replied , squeezing my hand gently .

You look beautiful as always and … he paused for a minute , running his eyes the length of my body .

Different but in a good way .

Did I miss out on anything ? Im sure youve been busy , too I didnt change .

I said quickly , steering the topic of my physical appearance .

Since Nymeris manifested herself to me , Ive gotten many compliments about my appearance .

Although , I havent felt Nymeris for a few days now , but I wanted to attribute it to the stress that came with all the Harvest Moon Festival .

The first thing I would do as soon as I go back to Blue Ridge was to learn everything I need to about having a wolf .

Learn everything Im supposed to learn about my wolf .

I was dying to run through the forest with the moon shining brightly above us and the wind in my fur ….

And yes , Ive .

Been busy , I continued , grinning .

But its been good .

I enjoy working , the apprentices are doing great too , and everythings on track for the festival : He smiled .

Im so proud of you , Lyla .

Every day … and Im lucky that a few months from now , well be together forever hopefully .

I smiled .

I cant wait .

We continued walking , talking and trying to catch up with lots of things .

I noticed it was just my sister Clarissa walking a distance behind us , but I didnt want to think too much of it .

I wanted to ask about my mother and all , but still , I was afraid I would ruin the mood .

Perhaps later .

because Moreso , I felt a lightness in my heart that I hadnt felt in weeks , and I knew it was b Nathan was here .

As we neared the central square , I noticed Nanny was watching us from a distance .

Her expression was unreadable , but I waved to her like a small child , earning a sad smile in return .

Nanny has been acting strange for some days now .

I would wake up to find her watching me intently by my bedside ; most times , her eyes were swollen with unshed tears ; at other times , I saw sadness in them .

All attempts to find out what could be the problem always end in the same thing … silence on her part .

After the little details I gathered here and there from the whispers of the other priestesses , it seemed Nanny had left the Moon Temple ran away would be a perfect word .

She was next in line to the High Priestess but suddenly ran away one morning and only turned up recently .

However , no one seem to know why she ran away .

I realized for maybe the millionth time again that there was not much I knew about her .

Weve spent the better part of our life together , catering to my needs , and making sure my pheromones do not hinder my everyday life .

Nanny has sacrificed so much for me … much more than all the people in my life put together The foover I dream of Nanny has sacrificed so much for me … much more than all the people in my life put togeth and the fact that she had a lot going on with her and Im unable to help her hurt me more than anything .

Whats on your mind ? Nathan asked suddenly , noticing my momentary distraction .

Nanny , I sighed .

Shes been … different lately .

I dont know how to explain it .

Shes still herself , but sometimes , I feel theres something shes not telling me .

I dont know … Im just feeling like a sheep backed to a corner .

I think I can handle a lot of things now , but no one wants to tell me anything and the fact that Nanny is still tight lipped hurts even more .

Nathan frowned slightly .

Have you asked her about it ? I shook my head .

I tried subtly but I dont want to push her .

I feel shes ashamed of opening up p to me and I get it … its difficult to talk about certain parts of your life you wish never happened .

Shes always been there for me and I want to trust her .

If theres something I need to know , shell tell me when the time is right .

Nathan nodded , though he looked thoughtful .

Sometimes , people keep secrets with good intentions , Ly But they can still hurt when they come to light I glanced at him , sensing a deeper meaning in his words .

Is there something youre not telling me ? He smiled softly , leaning down to kiss my forehead .

Nothing you need to worry about right now .

I didnt press further , choosing to trust him .

Together , we continued towards their lodgings .

As soon as we entered the room , he pinned me to the wall , sliding his hand under my dress , rough and unapologetic .

Catching my eyes , he smirked when he saw the embarrassed look on my face .

You were waiting for this , werent you ? Now Im here , we can practice all those things youd say to me on the phone .

Well … I swallowed hard , managing a nervous smile , I didnt think … The words barely left my mouth when his lips claimed mine .

An instant rush of energy pools all over my body as he starts to ravage my lips .

His mouth left mine , trailing wet kisses down my throat , sucking on it .

He drags hungry kisses to the space in between my breasts and then down to my stomach .

Nathan … I gasped , taking in shaky breaths .

I cant .

Please , I cant … please .

What ? he pushes away from me , panting , Why ? I want you , Lyla … please … I leave his arm , tugging at my dress that had ridden up during his exploration .

I cant , Nath , until the Moon Festival is over .

I cant be with a man .

The High Priestess told me .

What ? his face fell .

Thats cruel , I mean … its not like youre a sigma or something .

Why would they subject you to something like that ? As I opened my mouth to reply , a knock sounded on the door .

Before Nathan could respond , the door opened and Clarissa walked in let me rephrase that .

C 167 The forever I dream of … +107 Her gaze flitted from me to Nathan and then back to Nathan , practically ignoring me .

Alpha Nathan , can I talk to you for a moment ? Itll be real quick , I promise .

Nathan shifted uncomfortably , reaching for my hand as if he needed the extra layer of security .

Cant it wait ? I just … It cannot , she said pointedly .

I know I am not too small for you not to have noticed me , I tried not to show the anger coursing through me in my voice .

I was here first, didnt you see ? You cant just come in and demand his attention without considering what he was doing first .

Nathan , I turned to him .

Whats the meaning of this ? Im sorry , Nathan said hurriedly , trying to calm me .

Just go , well talk about whatever it is you want later , okay ? No , I wont ! Clarissa dropped onto the bed , crossing her legs .

If anyone should leave , then its her and not me .

I want to talk to you .

Besides , I guess she doesnt know yet ? That would explain why shes giving me this attitude .

Clarissa , Nathan warned , I told you to stay out of it ! Know what ? I turned to Nathan , already feeling riled up .

What am I supposed to know ? Its nothing consequential , darling .

I promise Ill tell you , but you just have to calm down , okay ? Nathan said .

I am calm , I laughed dryly .

Dont I look calm enough to you ? I just need to know what is going on , but first , let her leave and I mean it .

How can she come in here and disrespect me like that ? I am older than you , Clarissa .

You should show some respect .

I only give respect to people who deserve it .

Theres nothing about you that demands respect , Lyla .

Plus… who do you think you are ? Do you think becoming an upgrade of your lowly self would make any difference or change who you are ? Clarissa laughed .

Oh , my poor girl , you have no idea .

Are you going to stand here and watch her insult me ? I turned to Nathan , who just stood there with his eyes closed and both of his hand in his hair .

Nathan ? Lyla , please ! he turned to me with a pleading gaze .

I just need you to trust me this time around , okay ? Ill explain everything and Clarissa , leave … now ! I wont ! she answered , flashing him a defiant gaze .

The only person who shouldnt be here is her and no one else .

So , nope … I wont be leaving .

Ask her to leave instead .

My eyes widened with shock .

I stalked over to where she was , not thinking through my reached for the neck of her blouse , dragging her to her feet .

What did you just say ? I demanded .

I said , youre the intruder .

If anyone should leave , it should be you and not me , Clarissa repeated .

Were dating , I fumed .

And we plan on taking things to the next level .

Forget about it , dear ! Clarissa snickered .

Theres no next level for you and him .

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I 167 The forever I dream of Clarissa … Nathans warning growl came again .

And why is that ? I challenged .

You have a problem with that ? Nope ! Clarissa shook her head .

Because Ill be marrying him instead , and not you , Lyla