novelxo Chapter The rejection
POV: Gianna
The party is winding down and I have to ask myself am I spending the night with Rasheed or am I going to bed alone?
“Are you ok my Queen? Rasheed asks.
“Yes, just feeling a little bit tired. It’s been a long day. I am ready to call it a night.”
“Okay would you like to join me in my bedroom, or would you want me to sleep in Onyx’s bedroom with you?” He asks.
“Actually, I was going to spend the night alone in Onyx’s bedroom, that is until we talk about everything tomorrow. If that’s ok.”
“Oh ok, well can I at least walk you to your bedroom?” he asks with sad eyes.
I instantly feel bad, and my wolf wants to give him whatever he wants.
We headed into the pack house, I grab a bottle of Hennessy, and a glass. Tonight, is going to be a long
night. We reach Onyx’s door and Rasheed kisses me on the cheek.
“Goodnight my Queen, sweet dreams.” He says sounding defeated.
He walks back towards his room with his head hung low. As much as I wanted to spend the night with Rasheed, I just couldn’t. I just couldn’t get over that he has made a promise to Octavia to take her as his chosen mate. My pride could not handle spending only one night with him then it be taken away. I want a lifetime. Maybe I should just reject him at the meeting tomorrow afternoon.
“What are you doing? Go to our mate.” My wolf whines.
“Stop it please. He has already chosen a mate; she will be Queen and that is it. Why have a wonderful night just to have it crushed with the reality of the truth, he has another. I will reject him before the meeting tomorrow to save us from dragging out the inevitable.”
I tell her.
“Please you are making a mistake our mate loves us, he will choose us…”
I block her out and pour a glass of Hennessy. The liquor burning as it goes down my throat. I get into my pajamas and try not to let the overwhelming pain take over me.
Pouring myself another drink I slam it down, I put up a block so no one can mind link me. Not that anyone would, they probably think I am already mated and marked by now.
I head over to the bathroom to try and wash away all the sorrow. I slam down another glass and hop in the shower.
Already three drinks in I am starting to become tipsy. I turn the shower on and let the water cascade down my body. The hot water soothing all the sore muscles upon contact.
I grab my washcloth and squeeze my dove body wash on it.
I don’t know if it is the liquor, but out of nowhere Rasheed appears. He grabs the washcloth out of my hand and begins to lather my body. Sparks are erupting everywhere he touches. I let out a soft moan and I hear him growl softly. He moves closer to me and puts his nose in my neck, inhaling deeply, taking my scent in.
“You smell so good my love” He whispers into my ear.
I moan again as his hands trail down to my back side. He pulls me flush to him and I can feel his growing member. My arousal immediately permeates in the air. Rasheed grins and drops down to his knees.
“You smell even better when your aroused my Queen. I must taste you.” He smiles.
He grabs my left leg and puts it on his shoulder, both of his hands are now on my ass for support. He starts trailing, kisses up my leg starting from my ankle, sparks flying throughout my body. I put my hands on his shoulders so I don’t fall, not that he would let me fall.
He gets to my thigh and starts sucking leaving marks on my fair skin. He reaches my core and looks up at me, I spread my legs giving him a better view of my freshly waxed goody box. His lips are around my pulsating bud in no time. Another moan escapes my lips this time louder. He chuckles and the vibrations make me shiver. He places one of his thick fingers into my dripping wet core, I jump slightly at the intrusion. He moves his fingers in and out of me and it feels so good. My head falls back, and I arch my back, pushing myself further into his face. He inserts another finger, moving quicker in and out of me. His lips sucking away causing a tightness to pull in my stomach. I am close to an orgasm; I wrap my fingers into his hair and push his head even closer to more core. I feel him smiling and I look down at his handsome face.
“Cum for me my Queen.” He hums.
That is my undoing. I have an earth-shattering orgasm; he slurps up all my goodness as I ride out my wave of pleasure. He stands up and I whimper at the loss of his contact.
“Best dessert I’ve ever had” He beams at me.
I hear a thud as if someone fell out the bed, and I am snapped back to reality. Rasheed is no longer in the shower with me.
“What the fuck was that?” I ask my wolf and I see her smiling.
“One of our many gifts Gianna” My wolf says.
I turn off the shower and wrap myself in a robe, I have another drink and then I head to bed, not sure what just happened or what will come of tomorrow.