Chapter 66
66. 6 A Hard Decision
MORGANA
The following day, after breakfast, we set out before the sun was even up in the sky: Having packed more supplies and a good
number of antidotes just in case. We were given two horses although Kian wasn’t too keen on it, Orrian said it was better for us
to ride them until they tire and then reserve energy. Agreeing it would help a little, we took the horses.
I was dressed in pale grey pants, a long-sleeved, fitted top and a hooded cloak on top. Despite them being from the elves, we
made sure they just looked simple, with no elven thread-work o n them, not wanting to let my brother know where we were
coming from. Kian, on the other hand, refused to wear anything of theirs, and I had to admit it was rather amusing when his ego
got in the way.
We were now at the borders of Elandorr, and although Orrian would see us again in a few weeks, he stubbornly wanted to come
to see us off.
“Thank you to you and Elandorr for everything,” I said, looking down at him, as I held the reins of my horse in one hand.
“I wish you all the best on your next venture.” Orrian said, getting off his horse and walking over to mine.
I glanced at Kian, I hoped he didn’t get irked before I looked down at Orrian and raised an eyebrow
“We don’t need luck, but let’s see how welcoming Azrael is.” I said, glancing at the seven men who flanked Orrian, I had learned
that these were some of his most trusted men.
I was still shocked that Kian wanted to try to help the Sanguine Empire for my sake, but it only showed that he was a true king
and one who deserved the title he held.
“It is the first time you stepped into Elandorr and I fear it may be the last. The next time we meet, it will be as allies on the
battlefield... You will be the queen of Clair De Lune, and I will
simply be your ally...” He said, this time I could see the emotion in those eyes of his. His sadness, wistfulness, the eyes of a man
who had lost so much.
A sharp wind blew past us, sending both mine and his hair flying, but we didn’t break eye contact. He needed this closure, so I
would allow him to say what he needed. We could do at least that much in return for all he was offering us.
“An ally and still a friend.” I said quietly.
He nodded, giving me a smile that held no happiness.
“I know you won’t appreciate me saying this, but you will always be my Moonlight. I want you to know that, although I can tell that
you are content and truly happy.” He said quietly,
looking at Kian.
It may have been a few decades ago, but it was clear Orrian had held hope that one day I would come to him.
“Let me go Orrian, from your heart. Make space for someone more, someone who can return the love that you have to offer. I
was never yours.” I said softly, wishing he found the same love that I held for Kian.
He looked down and nodded. “I once thought you were the one for me. Perhaps we could be, but you weren’t mine. It’s true, you
never were mine. I can see that Kian is the one who has given you happiness that I never could. Goodbye, my Moonlight... For
the next time we meet, I will not address you as such.” 1
I nodded and offered him a gentle smile.
“Thank you. In decades to come, you will remember the woman who was just a passing moment of your life and laugh that you
ever thought you could never love again, because I believe that you will find her. The one who becomes your all.” I said quietly,
and I meant it.
“Or him.” Kian added with a cold smirk.
Orrian raised an eyebrow, and I looked at Kian.
“Well, whichever works. Orrian is rather pretty.” 1
“Thank you very much. At least you can admit that I am good looking.” Orrian said, frowning slightly.
“There’s a difference.” Kian replied with an antagonising smirk, I thought I saw the faint glimmer of a smile on Orrian’s face as he
and Kian gripped each other’s forearms and shook, before Orrian moved back.
“See you soon.” Kian said to Orrian who nodded, and with a final smile at Orrian, I turned away. Kian and I nudged our horses
into a trot, passing through the veil and beyond the borders of Elandorr.
The wind rushed through my hair as I nudged the horse into a gallop. Making sure to stay ahead of Kian, only for him to take the
challenge and try to outdo me. However, I was definitely the better rider.
“Seems like I’m better at horse riding than you are my love.” I said tauntingly, with a small smile on my lips.
“Well, I don’t really see the need for me to know how to ride. Thanatos already finds this insulting. We don’t ride other animals
when we can fucking shift.” Kian said, turning to me.
Our eyes met and I smirked. “Well, just admit that I am better at it.” I said haughtily.
“You are, I won’t fucking deny that, but then again, you’re pretty good at riding regardless of what it is.” He replied with a smirk,
looking me over. “But don’t let it get to your head
sunshine.” 1
I rolled my eyes, despite my stomach fluttering at his words.”
“Cat got your tongue?”
“Just a wolf.” I replied in the same tone before I became thoughtful. “Kian... You once said it was a vampire who killed your
father. How can you be so sure?”
He frowned deeply. Our horses were now at a steady trot, and the mood suddenly became serious.
“I witnessed my father being killed, but I was helpless. I saw the vampire... Father was fucking confused, saying he didn’t
understand when all he wanted was peace...but the vampire didn’t care...” His voice was cold and filled with a burning rage.
My own heart was pounding just listening to him. Unlike me, who assumed that a werewolf killed my dad, he knew it was a
vampire. I reached over, placing my hand over his comfortingly, sensing the excruciating pain through the bond, although I knew
he was trying to mask it.
“You saw it?” I asked, shocked.
Kian looked ahead and nodded.
“He had released a poison in the air and I remember breathing in whatever crap he had concocted, barely able to walk or keep
my eyes open. It’s all a haze or I would have caught his scent. I just lay there, watching him kill my father, slowly... painfully... As
if it was an entertainment for him... My father signalled to me to stay the fuck down and you know what? I did. Like a fucking
useless coward.” He was angry, and even disgusted with himself.
“Kian... you did what was right.” I said softly, “You were in no shape to fight.”
“He tried to use his Alpha command on me, but when that didn’t work, he warned me that if I got up, it would be the end of the
entire kingdom.” He continued, I knew it was hard for him to say. I stayed silent, my heart aching for him.
“I would never have tried for the fucking title of king, but my father had wanted me to, saying that Cain could not become king,
that he was not fit for it... All I wanted was to just live happily... but he reminded me of his wish as he was pinned to the ground,
unable to move. I simply watched, watched my father die...”
“Pinned him down...” I mused. Did he mean with powers? But that was rare...
“There is something about that vampire that I’ll never forget.” He said quietly, his jaw clenched.
“What is it? Maybe we can find him.” I said softly.
“The colour of his eyes. There is only one vampire whose eyes are as dark as that killers.” He said quietly, now turning to me.
Our eyes met and I understood his silent statement. As mine...
Dark... Mine was the darkest... There was no one in the Sanguine Empire whose eyes were as dark as mine...
“There’s no one... Not even Azrael.” I murmured.
“I did take a look when I came. None of the officials had that colour eyes, only you, but the vampire was a man.” He said
frowning.
“I’m sorry... It must have been hard to look at me.” I said softly
He cocked an eyebrow.
“When you’re that fucking hot? You’re rather easy on the eyes, although my cock gets hard at the sight of you.” He said now
smirking arrogantly.
I raised an eyebrow
“Oh? Well... that’s good, because I like mini-Kian being hard for me.” I said, giggling.
He frowned at me, and I knew for a fact that Thanatos would be laughing. 1
“The two of you fucking annoy me.” Kian growled.
“Yet you love us.” I said, and just like that, the mood lifted. “Race you to those hills!” I shouted, snapping my reins and galloping
off ahead.
“That’s cheating, little she-devil!” Kian growled.
I laughed as the wind rushed past me, the sound of galloping hooves loud in my ear.
“Then you can punish me later.” I teased not slowing down.
He was hot on my heels, and I couldn’t stop the smile that graced my lips. Yes, we were going t o the Sanguine empire, not
something that I had a good feeling about... but with Kian by my side. We have got this.
I shrieked in alarm when he suddenly caught up, grabbing the reins of my horse and pulling i t to a stop. I held on as my horse
neighed, rearing on its hind legs. He smirked in victory, grabbing my elbow and flipping me onto his horse. I clung on to him like
a ridiculous damsel i n distress, my heart pounding at his wild move. Yet... the moment those lips of his met mine, I forgot
everything else because in his arms. I was a mess, losing myself in his perfect kiss..