Shackled (The Lord Series) by Carlos

Holding back, not fucking Olivia with everything that I've got, it's harder than I thought. I move the fountain pen in and out of her several times while she watches me with a confused look. I know she probably feels nothing, but the idea is to seduce her mind before I fuck her. The fountain pen slides to her clit, and I rub it in circles, looking for her most sensitive spots. It doesn't take long for her nails to sink even deeper into my flesh. "Do you like that?" I murmur against her lips.

"It's...different from what other men did to me," she breathes.

I hate that she thinks about all those Dukes who abused her. "Focus only on us. On how good we are together. On how I am making you feel."

My fingers entered her, and I used them together with the pen to drive her crazy. I want to shove my cock inside her and feel her around me, to fuck her until we are both spent, and give her no option but to become my wife. I'm a Lord at heart, and I would be considered weak by other Lords if they ever found out how patient I am with Olivia. Others would have done even worse things to Olivia than Rueben and I did. Many don't want to admit it, but Lords are as bad as Dukes when it comes to women. The main reason why I take away Olivia's free will and tell her how things are going to be is because she has been traumatized enough. She needs to be loved, not abused even more. My blood-brother and I will never be her champions or heroes or whatever distorted ideas women have about men, but we won't be her next tormentors either.

Her breathing lets me know it won't be long until she cums all over the pen and my fingers.

"Tyson, I don't want this," Olivia whimpers.

I should stop, but I won't until she cums for me. That's my goal. "You come for Ansel, Jasper, and Mose all the time. You can't neglect Rueben or me. We are yours as well."

She thrashes her head against the wall. "I don't want to cum for you. I will fuck, suck, and ride Ansel, Jasper, and Mose in front of you and Rueben until you understand that I'll never forgive what you did to me."

Olivia thinks she can fight Rueben and me. She doesn't know how stubborn we can be. I press the pen more against her clit as my fingers curl inside her.

"Do that and see what happens. You know how jealous I can get." I wanted to become a Priest because I thought I couldn't share Olivia. If it were up to me, I would take her away from this awful place and start a new place in some remote country. Between the Blight, the Dukes, and the Senator, we are stuck here.

The tip of her tongue licks the corner of her mouth. "Are you going to take me to the shed again?"

I might have to let Olivia burn that shed to the ground. "I'll take you to my bed, in my room, and remind you why you fell in love with me."

Her legs start to shake around me. She moans loudly before saying, "I don't love you anymore," as she comes.

Seduction is an art, and I'm just getting started. Even if it takes years, she will love me again.

I don't let go of her, I'm not done with her yet. I remove my hand from her pussy and bring the pen to her mouth. "Taste yourself."

Her gaze holds mine as she sticks out her tongue and runs it up and down the pen, licking her juices from it before doing the same to my fingers. When she is done, the tip of her tongue slides along the seam of her lips. "It tasted like Jasper and Ansel."

She is trying to provoke me, to see what I'll do to her next. So I take her by surprise when I kiss her. "You looked so beautiful when you came for me."

"I hate you!"

"I love you," I say before I kiss her.

Olivia returns the kiss, proving that she doesn't hate me. She is lashing out because she is in pain. Jasper was right about her from the beginning. If I had taken the time to listen to him, I would have married her by now. Ansel won't be the one who puts a ring on her finger. I'm going to do that. He can find something else to gift to her.

We kiss until my pants feel too tight around me, and I lower her feet to the floor, leaving her confused.

"Aren't you going to....?"

Fucking her would be easy. Almost too easy. I want to edge her mind before it happens. But I'm still going to make her cum using my mouth, fingers, and whatever else I find fit. I want her to get wet when she thinks of what I'm going to do to her next. I *need* her to want me so badly that it drives her crazy before I finally put my cock inside her.

I tuck a strand of hair behind her ear. "Fuck you?" I finish the sentence for her. "Not unless you want me to."

Olivia hesitates before saying, "You can do whatever you want to me, and I will let you."

Just like I thought.

"You would, but I wouldn't be violating your body then, but your heart and soul as well. I want to win you back, not destroy you even more."

Her eyes dart to the door. She wants to leave, but I still have things to say to her. "You did it before, in front of...Levi," her voice is barely a whisper.

"What Rueben and I did to you was wrong on so many levels." Her gaze returns to me. "I won't make excuses for what I did, but when Rueben said you wanted to run away with Levi...I got angry that you wanted to...leave me. In my head, you were mine, and no other man had the right to put his hands on you. I barely tolerated seeing you with my blood-brothers. But something snapped inside of me...that night...and I finally saw what I was becoming. It's when I decided to talk to Levi, and he made me see how I was killing you little by little. The videos only made me see what I did."