Chapter The Idea
A glow in my darkness, a warmth in my heart
A unity to fill and to never feel apart
My desire and will, the will to want
The shadow is empty and quietly haunts
But why? I ask. Do I choose to live
Beside the idea, don't let it misgive
Assuring me glee, mirth, and light
It'll bring you joy all through the night
But when that honeymoon span ends
It'll soon reverse to a passive descend
The idea of becoming the talks you say
The words of how strength will lead the way
But that same idea comes from within
A human mind that surely sins
"I'll never leave you," "I'll never tell"
"I'll never put you through that kind of hell"
It's not your fault, although you did
My gate came down, when I forbid
...Because the idea sounded so great
And now it's emerged to all this hate
So let me just live with the thought
Remembering now what this has brought
The idea... is just an idea... for the one who dreams...
That it's more than a thought, but it's not what it seems
Always remember, it does not come alone
It's never realistic when the fool is prone
I suppose the idea may sound nice...
Yet not today and never twice