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Chapter 37



Chapter 37–Trigger Warning 

Lily (Year 5) 

She spooned another ladle full of soup into Loatie’s bowl. She hated that she was stuck here with him. He had left her alone until her birthday when he held her down and she shook her head and blinked back tears. In the last month, she had tried to escape, but he had caught her every time. He had stopped spelling her and purposely didn’t block anything out. She felt everything. Every time he climbed into her bed, every female he touched, everything. She ran her fingers over the bite marks on her throat. 

She hated that he had marked her. When he had come to her on her birthday, he had forced himself on her and had held her down while she screamed to forcibly mark her. Her head lowered. She should have fought harder. Her hands went to her necklace. It was the only thing he had allowed her to keep. If he ever found out what it really was, he would take it from her immediately. The sparks erupted over her skin and once again she thought of Lukas. Was he okay? Did he still think about her? Would he still want her if she bore another’s mark? A tear leaked out of her eye. 

“LILIANNA! GET YOUR ASS IN HERE, YOU TRAMP!” 

She let her necklace go and picked up the tray to take to him. She kept her head low to avoid seeing the woman that was riding him at the table. Her chest was on fire, but she knew better than to let it show. He moaned and she flinched. She tried to back away, but he grabbed her hand and pulled her close. He wrapped his hand around her throat and forced her head up. She wanted to struggle. She wanted to pull away, but she knew better. He yanked her forward and thrust his tongue into her mouth. She stood unmoving while he kissed her. 

He grunted and his body shook. She squeezed her eyes closed. His hand cupped her breast and she tensed. She just wanted him to cum, so she could go hide in her room. He grunted again and the scent of his orgasm filled the air and she breathed a sigh of relief He pushed her away and she stumbled, before falling to the ground. She leapt to her feet and darted to her room. She locked the door behind her, not caring that it wouldn’t stop him if he really wanted to come in. She ran into the bathroom and vomited. 

“Lily, let me help you,” Gemma whispered. ‘I hate this for you.” 

She pushed her face lower into the bowl and kept on throwing up. She hated his touch. She hated him. Everything in her wished he was dead. She collapsed on the floor. Goddess, she didn’t feel good. She really needed to eat, but he only allowed her one meal a week and she tried to choose a hearty one. Tonight’s dinner would not have done her much good at all. She heard her door open and she tensed up

Please, don’t. Please, just leave me alone,‘ she silently begged 

The bathroom door opened and Loatie stood there, smirking. She inwardly groaned. Of course, he was here. Of course, he wanted to drag her to bed. He just had another woman, but it wasn’t good enough for him. It never was, 

“Get on 

on the bed, he ordered. 

*Loatie, please, I am sick.” 

He threw his head back and laughed coldly for a minute. “I said get on the bed. It’s your turn.” 

“Loatie, please,she pleaded, trying her best to hold back her tears. He hated them and beat her worse when she cried. 

He rolled his eyes and stormed into the room to grab her hair. He dragged her to the bed where he tossed her onto it. She couldn’t help the tears that flowed from her eyes. 

“Please, Loatie, not again. Please, I’m begging you.” 

He smirked and began to take his belt off. “I told you, you were mine. I am going to remind you everyday that you are.” 

He dropped his pants and shredded hers with sharp nails. She tried to crawl up the bed and he pulled her back him by her ankle. She screamed and kicked out. He growled when her foot connected with his stomach. 

“NO! NO! PLEASE! 

He punched her in the face and her vision blurred. She felt Gemma rise up. She closed her eyes. 

“Lukas,” she whispered. 

His hand went around her throat, squeezing tightly. “What the fuck did you just say?” 

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Chapter 37–Trigger Warning 

‘Gemma, please, help me.” 

Lily was shoved back and her eyes snapped open. Silver eyes looked at Loatie. 

SHE SAID LUKAS!” 

Gemma let out a blast of fire and Loatie’s body erupted in flames. Gemma shifted on the bed and Lily’s body coiled. Bones snapped and muscles stretched. Lily cried out and Gemma surrounded her with warmth, decreasing her pain. While Loatie burned, Gemma kept working through her shift. Lily’s body arched and shook. Loatie collapsed and his body stopped moving. Gemma’s wings exploded out of her back and through the walls of the small room. They crumbled and the floor gave out under Gemma’s massive weight. She stomped on Loatie while bricks rained down around her. Gemma shook off the rubble and launched herself into the sky. She flew rapidly south. 

“Where are we going? Lily asked. 

To get something that belongs to us.” 

What’s that?” 

Go to sleep, Lily, I will wake you wh 

when we get there,” 

Lily was silent for a while, trying to figure out what Gemma was talking about. 

“Will you at least tell me where we are going? I really have nowhere to go.” 

“We have many places to go. Lukas-” 

Lily whimpered, “Not there. Not him.” 

Her hand touched her neck and Gemma sighed at her gesture. 

“He hasn’t given up on us. Trust me. He only wants 

“Anywhere, but there. Lily closed her eyes as tears poured down her face. “He’s going to hate me when he finds out I’m not a virgin 

Gemma’s chest vibrated with her growt. The only emotions he will feel is rage for not being the one to kill Loatie and failure for not finding you before that happened. He will never not love us.” 

“I hope you’re right, Gemma. I really hope you are.” 

Chapter Comments 

chika brocke 

oh, this is so hard for me to read. With all of the waiting the prepping and all the hardship Lukas had to go through Guriel was allowed to rape Lilly? Seriously? hell no.I don’t think I want to continue,I’m so pissed right now 

chika brooke 

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I mean forget about Lucas’s pain what about Lilly? from childhood to this point has been forture yet mate 

  1. I just cant…… my not 

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