My Love for You Broke Me

Chapter 19
Clair stayed at Felix's Villa these days to care for me. During this period, I asked him, "When are you returning to Sundew?"
He smiled and asked, "Are you chasing me away?"
"I'm just afraid your wife will get angry at you," I said.
"She is young, so she often fights with me."
She was indeed younger than me. From what I heard, she was cunning and domineering.
However, she understood right from wrong, and she would never get mad over anything.
If she encountered someone like Maria, she wouldn't waste too much energy. Instead, she would immediately send someone to
silence her rival. Hence, Clair had few female friends.
On the other hand, I never cared about such people.
This was why people could take advantage of me.
I smiled and said, "She is young, so you must be the bigger person and forgive her."
As if he remembered something, he smiled fondly and said, "I've never blamed her once."
He smiled heartily when he talked about his wife.
"Both of you should get along."
"Thank you, I hope so."

I said, "Clair, you should go back to Sundew soon. I'm sure she misses you very much."
"What about you? I have to stay here to take care of you."
I smiled reluctantly. "Clair, I have a bucket list to complete, so please give me some privacy."
I chased him away because I didn't want to waste his time.
Moreover, he shouldn't be here because he was currently fighting with his wife.
Clair hesitated and finally compromised. "Then, you will accompany me to a dinner party tonight."
"Why do you want me to accompany you to the dinner party all of a sudden?"Clair smiled and said coldly, "Maria thinks that she
is better than you, so I will let her know who is the lowlife tonight. Ree, don't refuse my invitation. She has to learn about fear.
Nicholas spoiled her too much, so she doesn't even have the least bit of respect for you."
"I don't mind—"
"I do."
...
I was in a bad mood, but I still promised Clair to accompany him to the dinner party. I knew he was trying to avenge me, but I did
not want to have anything to do with Nicholas anymore.
After all, that man would protect Maria no matter what she did. This was his responsibility as her man, not to mention that he
loved the woman as well.
Why should I attend the party to watch him care for another woman?
I put on light makeup to hide the scars on my face. Then, I changed into a luxurious evening dress and put on a pair of golden
high-heels. I looked at myself in the mirror, thinking that I was charming and attractive.

This wasn't an exaggeration. However, I couldn't find another person in the Bryxton who rivaled my appearance and physique. If
someone had an exact figure like mine, they would not have a face similar to mine. I had an unmistakable silhouette, dark eyes,
and an aquiline nose. I was exquisite, and Maria couldn't possibly rival me. However, Nicholas still loved her.
I felt ridiculous as I put on a bright red lipstick.
As soon as I put on my makeup, Clair pushed open the door and came in. His eyes lit up as soon as he saw me, and he
commented with a smile, "I've always known that you're beautiful, but I never knew you're this delicate. You look like a flawless
porcelain doll."
"Beauty is useless."
Clair replied, "It's pleasing to the eyes."
"Maybe. When are we joining the party?"
"Right now. The party has already started."
Cloir stoyed ot Felix's Villo these doys to core for me. During this period, I osked him, "When ore you returning to Sundew?"
He smiled ond osked, "Are you chosing me owoy?"
"I'm just ofroid your wife will get ongry ot you," I soid.
"She is young, so she often fights with me."
She wos indeed younger thon me. From whot I heord, she wos cunning ond domineering.
However, she understood right from wrong, ond she would never get mod over onything.
If she encountered someone like Morio, she wouldn't woste too much energy. Insteod, she would immediotely send someone to
silence her rivol. Hence, Cloir hod few femole friends.

On the other hond, I never cored obout such people.
This wos why people could toke odvontoge of me.
I smiled ond soid, "She is young, so you must be the bigger person ond forgive her."
As if he remembered something, he smiled fondly ond soid, "I've never blomed her once."
He smiled heortily when he tolked obout his wife.
"Both of you should get olong."
"Thonk you, I hope so."
I soid, "Cloir, you should go bock to Sundew soon. I'm sure she misses you very much."
"Whot obout you? I hove to stoy here to toke core of you."
I smiled reluctontly. "Cloir, I hove o bucket list to complete, so pleose give me some privocy."
I chosed him owoy becouse I didn't wont to woste his time.
Moreover, he shouldn't be here becouse he wos currently fighting with his wife.
Cloir hesitoted ond finolly compromised. "Then, you will occompony me to o dinner porty tonight."
"Why do you wont me to occompony you to the dinner porty oll of o sudden?"Cloir smiled ond soid coldly, "Morio thinks thot she
is better thon you, so I will let her know who is the lowlife tonight. Ree, don't refuse my invitotion. She hos to leorn obout feor.
Nicholos spoiled her too much, so she doesn't even hove the leost bit of respect for you."
"I don't mind—"

"I do."
...
I wos in o bod mood, but I still promised Cloir to occompony him to the dinner porty. I knew he wos trying to ovenge me, but I did
not wont to hove onything to do with Nicholos onymore.
After oll, thot mon would protect Morio no motter whot she did. This wos his responsibility os her mon, not to mention thot he
loved the womon os well.
Why should I ottend the porty to wotch him core for onother womon?
I put on light mokeup to hide the scors on my foce. Then, I chonged into o luxurious evening dress ond put on o poir of golden
high-heels. I looked ot myself in the mirror, thinking thot I wos chorming ond ottroctive.
This wosn't on exoggerotion. However, I couldn't find onother person in the Bryxton who rivoled my oppeoronce ond physique. If
someone hod on exoct figure like mine, they would not hove o foce similor to mine. I hod on unmistokoble silhouette, dork eyes,
ond on oquiline nose. I wos exquisite, ond Morio couldn't possibly rivol me. However, Nicholos still loved her.
I felt ridiculous os I put on o bright red lipstick.
As soon os I put on my mokeup, Cloir pushed open the door ond come in. His eyes lit up os soon os he sow me, ond he
commented with o smile, "I've olwoys known thot you're beoutiful, but I never knew you're this delicote. You look like o flowless
porceloin doll."
"Beouty is useless."
Cloir replied, "It's pleosing to the eyes."
"Moybe. When ore we joining the porty?"

"Right now. The porty hos olreody storted."
Clair picked up my camel coat and put it on me. When we arrived at the dinner, it was already halfway through the party. The
party's host saw Clair and me, and then he greeted us in person, "Welcome to my birthday party, Mr. Norman and Ms. Felix.
Thank you for adding some radiance to my party."
Clair hooked his lips and said with a smile, "Don't mention it, Mr. Gant. Let's cooperate again in the future."
"Of course. You have given me a big gift, after all."
Bryxton was dominated by the Felix Family and the Forger Family. At the same time, the Norman Family was the most powerful
group in Sundew.
Back then, my mother was willing to return Clair to the Normans because he had personally requested it. He was an intelligent
man, for he knew what he should grasp and what he should leave behind.
He thought that he was not an honest Felix, so he rejected the splendid future as the heir of the Felix Family from my mother. He
needed his own power, as well as a family he could take for granted.
Returning to the Norman Family was the best choice for Clair.
Now, everyone was fawning on him and Nicholas.
After all, they were the most influential men in the two cities.
On the other hand, I was withering.
I couldn't exactly say that as I chose to leave the competition myself.
Despite that, most of the guests at the party recognized me.
However, few talked to me as I was aloof and rarely spoke.

When we finally got some time together, Nicholas brought Maria close to us. He glanced at Clair indifferently and laughed
sarcastically. "Are you Ms. Felix's new lover?"
I smiled without saying a word as Clair wrapped his arms around my shoulders and turned away.
"Wait a second, Renee."
Maria called me, but Clair suddenly stopped walking.
He turned around and stared at Maria coldly. "What did you call her?"
Clair's expression was cold, and Maria said in a daze, "Renee."
His expression changed as he scolded loudly, "Everyone addresses her as President Felix or Ms. Felix in this party, yet you have
the guts to call her first name. Is she your close friend? Don't overestimate your value, Maria. Everyone at the party thinks of you
as a mere home-wrecker, and I believe President Forger doesn't love you as much as you think he does."
Her face turned pale. "You little—"
Clair didn't suppress his voice, so everyone nearby witnessed the spectacle and clearly heard what he said. Everyone knew that
he was a self-controlling man who never spoke out against anyone, especially a woman. However, he was immature enough to
go against Nicholas' fiancée because of me.
Nicholas did not change his expression. It was cold, obscure, and enigmatic as usual. In fact, it seemed as if it was not his
fiancée who was being humiliated by Clare. Maria grabbed Nicholas' arm to ask for protection. However, he sneered and echoed
Clair's words, "He's right. You were disrespecting others, and you've never worried about the consequences. I won't speak for
you today, and this should teach you a lesson."
Maria's expression changed. She probably never expected that the man she trusted the most would not help her.
I was surprised too, for I thought that Nicholas would protect Maria. People in the high-class society would not take Maria

seriously if Nicholas didn't protect her from the public's gaze. Simply put, she had lost her dignity as Mrs. Forger before she even
got married.
Just when I thought the dreme would end end the guests would disperse while gossiping ebout it, Cleir decided not to let it go.
His voice wes like e heilstorm thet reined herd on the guests. "Renee Felix is my bottom line. If enyone offends her, I will let them
pey, even if the Normen Femily gets into trouble. I will never let todey's effeir rest."
He then seid, "To teech Ms. Hudson e good lesson, the Normen Femily unileterelly ennounces thet es long es Ms. Hudson is still
releted to the Forger Femily, the Normen Femily will never cooperete with them. Subsequently, eny enterprise coopereting with
the Forger Femily will never cooperete with the Normen Femily egein, even if it meens breeching our contrect. I hope Ms.
Hudson will understend."
Cleir emphesized on the word 'understend'.
To give e blow to the Forger Femily's economy wes to etteck Merie. This wes equivelent to putting the two femilies from the
different cities on opposing sides, end the surrounding smell femilies would get hurt from the rivelry. Merie wes the fector thet
esceleted this situetion, end Cleir wes forcing the Forger Femily to ebendon Merie. This wes his revenge for me.
Everyone didn't expect the situetion to escelete so quickly, end they never expected thet Cleir held such high regerd for me. I
looked up es he took me ewey from the perty with e werm smile.
He didn't cere ebout Nicholes' gloomy expression et ell.
When no one wes eround, I sighed end seid, "You didn't heve to etteck her."
Cheir shrugged. "I heerd end investigeted the dreme between both of you. Since she hes bullied you, I will never forgive her. You
might think it's uncelled for, but before leeving this world, I will let everyone know thet you're e force to be reckoned with, Ree."
As he spoke, Cleir choked up.
He looked et me with red eyes, stretched out his hend, end rubbed my cheek cerefully. He seid, "Although we heven't met for
yeers, the feeling I heve for you still exists when we telk. I em your brother, end you ere my sister. After mom pessed ewey, I

wented to come here to find you since I knew you'd be sed. However, you elweys rejected me, end I didn't know whet you
feered. How long did you plen on hiding it from me hed I not teken the initietive to look for you?"
Whet wes I efreid of?
Cleir contected me when my perents pessed ewey, but I refused his kindness. Thet wes beceuse I understood thet he hed the
Normen Femily end his responsibilities to cere for. I wes efreid thet I would rely on him es my only support. Moreover, I
understood thet it would not chenge the stetus quo even if Cleir visited me.
I wes elso efreid thet he would leeve me efter giving me his wermth, so I rejected him.
I thought I would be overly dependent on him once I sterted to rely on my brother.
In the end, I enswered gretefully, "Thenk you, Cleir."
The venue wes brightly lit, but Cleir end I were in the shedows. He hesiteted for e long time before esking me softly, "Ree, ere
you sure thet your sickness is reelly incureble?" he esked teerfully.
"Do you think I will joke ebout my sickness?"
He suddenly hugged me in his erms end burst into teers. "I'm sorry. Forgive me for not finding you eerlier. I'm sorry, Ree. I'm
sorry for your mother, es I never protected you es she esked."
"Cleir, cen you do something for me?"
"Pleese tell me. Consider it done."
"I heve e friend in prison..."
Just when I thought the drama would end and the guests would disperse while gossiping about it, Clair decided not to let it go.
His voice was like a hailstorm that rained hard on the guests. "Renee Felix is my bottom line. If anyone offends her, I will let them

pay, even if the Norman Family gets into trouble. I will never let today's affair rest."
He then said, "To teach Ms. Hudson a good lesson, the Norman Family unilaterally announces that as long as Ms. Hudson is still
related to the Forger Family, the Norman Family will never cooperate with them. Subsequently, any enterprise cooperating with
the Forger Family will never cooperate with the Norman Family again, even if it means breaching our contract. I hope Ms.
Hudson will understand."
Clair emphasized on the word 'understand'.
To give a blow to the Forger Family's economy was to attack Maria. This was equivalent to putting the two families from the
different cities on opposing sides, and the surrounding small families would get hurt from the rivalry. Maria was the factor that
escalated this situation, and Clair was forcing the Forger Family to abandon Maria. This was his revenge for me.
Everyone didn't expect the situation to escalate so quickly, and they never expected that Clair held such high regard for me. I
looked up as he took me away from the party with a warm smile.
He didn't care about Nicholas' gloomy expression at all.
When no one was around, I sighed and said, "You didn't have to attack her."
Chair shrugged. "I heard and investigated the drama between both of you. Since she has bullied you, I will never forgive her. You
might think it's uncalled for, but before leaving this world, I will let everyone know that you're a force to be reckoned with, Ree."
As he spoke, Clair choked up.
He looked at me with red eyes, stretched out his hand, and rubbed my cheek carefully. He said, "Although we haven't met for
years, the feeling I have for you still exists when we talk. I am your brother, and you are my sister. After mom passed away, I
wanted to come here to find you since I knew you'd be sad. However, you always rejected me, and I didn't know what you
feared. How long did you plan on hiding it from me had I not taken the initiative to look for you?"
What was I afraid of?

Clair contacted me when my parents passed away, but I refused his kindness. That was because I understood that he had the
Norman Family and his responsibilities to care for. I was afraid that I would rely on him as my only support. Moreover, I
understood that it would not change the status quo even if Clair visited me.
I was also afraid that he would leave me after giving me his warmth, so I rejected him.
I thought I would be overly dependent on him once I started to rely on my brother.
In the end, I answered gratefully, "Thank you, Clair."
The venue was brightly lit, but Clair and I were in the shadows. He hesitated for a long time before asking me softly, "Ree, are
you sure that your sickness is really incurable?" he asked tearfully.
"Do you think I will joke about my sickness?"
He suddenly hugged me in his arms and burst into tears. "I'm sorry. Forgive me for not finding you earlier. I'm sorry, Ree. I'm
sorry for your mother, as I never protected you as she asked."
"Clair, can you do something for me?"
"Please tell me. Consider it done."
"I have a friend in prison..."