novelxo Chapter 1414
No matter how hard Lawrie begged to be with his Mommy, Vanessa still had to hand him over to Winnie and rush back to Chatterton Town.
On the way back to Chatterton Town, Vanessa couldn't calm her heart down no matter how hard she tried.
When Vanessa thought of how Lawrie was crying when she left him, she was heartbroken. Because of this, she had decided that she would do whatever she could to bring Lawrie to Chatterton Town.
No matter how difficult it would be, no matter whether Julien Glover Kyle would discover it, Vanessa told herself that she must not leave Lawrie under someone else's care anymore. She must not let Lawrie live under the fear of getting abandoned by his mother.
Vanessa was dejected thinking about Lawrie. When she arrived home, Julien was still at her house. She did not expect him to be there, but when she saw that the door of the study was open, she went to take a look inside and saw that he was looking back at her.
The moment Vanessa saw Julien, she immediately forced what she thought was a presentable smile. However, she noticed the disgusted look in Julien's eyes. He took a glance at her and looked away. Vanessa wasn't in the mood to please him at that time, so when he ignored her, she did not bother him as well.
Even so, Vanessa still made two simple dishes and served them on the dining table. However, instead of letting Julien know that she had cooked for him, Vanessa went straight to her room. Vanessa did not know that because of her indifference, Julien, who was originally angry with her, became even angrier.
There were a few times that Julien had thought of rushing up to her and asking her what exactly she wanted.
She took his money and enjoyed the good life he had given her, but how dare she ignore him?
However, with his amazing self-control, Julien suppressed the impulse to do so. From the day he had chosen to make Vanessa stay by his side with money, he knew that their relationship was destined to be like this. What else was he expecting?
Vanessa was lying on the bed, thinking whether Lawrie was still crying and asking for her. She couldn't fall asleep no matter how hard she tried. She wanted to call Miss Ziglar to ask, but she couldn't. She was afraid that her phone was tapped, and that everything was under Julien's control. She was afraid that Lawrie's identity would be exposed.
Suddenly, she heard the sound of the door opening. There was no need for her to look at the door to know that it was Julien who was coming in.
As usual, Julien would take a shower first before returning to the bedroom.
It had been a year since Vanessa had maintained such an ambiguous relationship with him, so she knew exactly what he was going to do next. In the past, she would at least put in some effort to keep herself fresh and tidy. After all, in order to become a qualified 'mistress', it was important that she could serve her benefactor well.
However, Vanessa was both physically and mentally exhausted that day. She did not have the energy to deal with him, so she did not groom herself. When she heard that Julien was coming out of the bathroom, she continued to lie on the bed lazily, not moving even an inch.
It was not until Julien had gotten on the bed and pulled her into his arms that she perfunctorily rubbed her face against his chest. Then, she voluntarily took off Julien's clothes, which was actually just a bath towel around his waist. With just a gentle pull, Julien was already completely naked.
Vanessa was very familiar with Julien's body. She had seen and touched every inch of his body, but every time she looked at his perfect figure, she would still be amazed. God had indeed favored him more than anyone else.
In the past, after Vanessa had taken off his bath towel, there was no need for her to do anything. Julien would always take the lead from there. However, Julien did not take any action this time. All he did was look at Vanessa with his deep eyes. Looking into his eyes, Vanessa really could not figure out what he was thinking about.
Vanessa was somewhat embarrassed by his lack of action. She thought that Julien didn't want to do it that night, so she withdrew her hands awkwardly and tried to roll to the side of the bed. However, Julien pulled her into his arms and held her so tightly that she could not move at all. He said in a deep voice, "Are you planning to make me serve you instead?"
Vanessa was stunned. However, she immediately understood what Julien meant. He was asking her to take the lead... In the past, Julien would always be very eager to make love. Not to mention having her to take the lead, Vanessa usually did not even have time to react to his passion. This time... It seemed that he was really angry with her!
After all, he was her benefactor. Vanessa thought that it was not too much of him to make such a request. On the contrary, she was still lacking in her duty as a 'secret lover', and she should work harder to please him.
From the day the verbal contract with Julien was established, Vanessa knew exactly what she was to Julien. She was just a lover who Julien had spent money on. Hence, in order to please him, Vanessa had learned a lot of things that she thought she had to know. Therefore, although Vanessa had never had the chance to take the lead in doing this before, she still knew what to do when she was required to. However, Julien was dissatisfied with how skilful she was. "Who did you learn all these tricks from?"
Vanessa, who was exhausted and weak, looked up at his glum face and smiled amorously. "Does it matter though? I just need to make you feel good and happy, right?"
Julien's eyes darkened. "Do you think I'm happy right now?"
Vanessa thought that she had done a good job, so she didn't know why he was angry. She blinked her eyes and said innocently and pitifully, "Did I upset you again? If so, I'll apologise to you. Please don't be mad at me, my beloved Mr. Kyle."
Julien replied, "Answer me."
Vanessa did not understand. "Answer you what?"
Julien raised his eyebrows. "What do you think?"
Vanessa scratched her head and said, "I really don't know what you're talking about. Could you please tell me?"
Julien tried his best to suppress his raging anger. "Who did you learn all these tricks from?"
Who did she learn them from?
Could she tell him that in order to please him, she had looked up some adult videos to learn them?
Of course not!
Although Julien was born in Averland and spent most of his life studying there, he was still a conservative man and somewhat of a male chauvinist too. If she were to tell him the truth, Vanessa really did not know how he would think of her.
Vanessa dodged the question and said, "As long as I can make you feel good, why do you care so much?"
Julien replied, "If someone else were to offer you money, will you do the same thing for him too?"
Upon hearing Julien's question, Vanessa repeatedly asked herself.
Of course she wouldn't.
Before Julien, there were a few men who were trying to court her. They even tried to tempt her with money, but she rejected them without hesitation.
Perhaps the only reason she had agreed to this deal in the first place was... Vanessa stopped right there and did not want to think about their past anymore.