My Hot Alpha

The doctor had yet to come see me. All I wanted was to go home. To have my own things, my own clothes, to be in my own comfort. I wanted to wrap myself up in bed for a few days and shut the world out. Jake was still here. Refused to leave me on my own. The furthest he went was the toilet and that was in the room.

"I want to go home". I spoke.

"I know babe, but you still have to see the doctor. Let me go see about breakfast"

"I'm not hungry".

"You promised you'd eat something".

"And I will when I'm hungry".

"Leah". He sighed.

"I'm fine".

"Let me get you some breakfast and then I'll chase up the doctor, okay?".

I nodded. "Could I have some coffee? And I really want my own clothes so I can shower". I glanced at the hospital gown they had put me in. What happened to the clothes I was wearing?

"Rest baby that's what you need to do. I'll sort everything out okay".

"I hate that I can't remember what happened. I was careful, driving to the speed limit. I don't understand how I ended up in an accident. It doesn't make sense".

He took my hand in his and squeezed gently. "I don't think it was an accident Leah".

"What do you mean?". I frowned.

"I think you were run off the road. When we found you, the tire marks on the road, the truck's back window smashed. The results of your accident don't add up to an accident".

"But who-... Jessica". I pushed the covers off. I wanted to get up so I could pace the room. I couldn't sit still when I was angry but unfortunately, right now I wasn't able to do that. Chewing the inside of my cheek I groaned in pain, but it didn't stop me.

"Leah hey Leah". He grabbed hold of my wrist. "We don't know who or what yet so stop getting worked up over nothing. You need to rest so your body can heal".

"Nothing?". I made a face. "I lost our baby Jake and that is not nothing". Pulling my arm from his grasp, I turned my head away from him.

"That is not what I meant, and you know it. There's no point in getting worked up until we know for sure what happened".

"Who would want to run me off the road other than the girl that has been a pain in my a*s since I got here. She can't handle the fact that I'm your mate and she's not".

I wanted him to go, to leave me on my own. If this were caused on purpose, if she had done this and I had lost my baby because she was jealous, I'd kill her. I was already filled with anger and rage.

Jessica was about to tip me over the edge.

"Leah, you need to calm down".

"No, what I need to do is hunt that bitch down and tear her apart with my teeth". I felt the presence of my wolf suddenly feeling the urge to shift.

"Please". His voice calm, he took hold of both my hands. "Please try and calm down. We both know your shifts are triggered by anger".

"No".

I was being difficult, a brat some might say, but I couldn't seem to calm down. I wanted blood, I wanted revenge. I wanted to make her hurt, I wanted her to hurt as much as I was hurting. "You need to calm down, you can't shift in here". His grip tightened as he pulled me to him and held me tight, I broke.