novelxo Chapter 30
Chapter 30
It’s the next day and I’m excited for our training today, like I’ve been since yesterday. I can’t stop thinking about his mouth on my
body, I feel a river of emotions, and I just want to tell
him all about it. I want him to know how much I enjoy being in his presence, I want him to
know just how much he makes me happy, I want him to know that I’ve never felt this way about anyone else before. I also want
him to know that even though many may judge his intentions towards me, I trust him; I don’t believe that he will ever hurt me; I
think that he will instead help me become the woman I need to be.
I know that it’s stupid of me and not very wise to feel these emotions so quickly. I was
supposed to be taking things slow; I was supposed to not trust him entirely until I knew more about him. Towed it to myself after
suffering such a betrayal. Still, after knowing all of these things, (This novel will be daily updtaed at www.noveljar.com)I chose to
be around Adam. I deserved some happiness, and he was the one to bring it out in me, no one else.
Adam told me earlier to meet him at the training center once more, and that is where I’m heading after the end of classes. I’ve
already informed my siblings that I would be late today, but they insisted on waiting. I hoped that they didn’t decide to come near
the training center today and see something they shouldn’t.
I take a deep breath when I see the center a few feet away.
After finding my strength, I open the door but instead of seeing Adam waiting on me like he did yesterday, I’m given a very rude
awakening. Adam is leaned up on the same desk he was kissing me on just yesterday, and Lizzie is in front of him, sticking her
tongue down his throat.
I don’t know if Adam senses me, but he pushes her away from him and turns towards me
with wide eyes.
“Amiera!” he shouts my name, but I don’t wait for him to say anything; I rush out of there
with tears streaming down my face.
I try my best to hide my tears when I spot Belle and Noah. I hardly speak to them on the ride home in fear of breaking down in
front of them. Why did he let her kiss him? Why did they do that in front of me? Adam knew that this was the time I would enter
the training center; this was the time we both agreed to meet. So then why did he wait for me to see something like that after
what we did yesterday?(This novel will be daily updtaed at www.noveljar.com)
He freaking lied to me. He told me that she was just a friend; friends don’t make out with
each other. She wasn’t just a friend; she couldn’t be. Was I stupid for still hoping that he had an
excuse?
see me crying my eyes out. Why am I letting a guy get to me like this again? I kept promising
myself that I would be strong, that I would protect my heart. Yet I kept being a fool for Adam; /
kept hurting myself because I wanted him to be good. Even now, a part of me wants him to tell
me that nothing was going on between Lizzie and him, that what I saw was all a lie.
I don’t know why I wanted so much for Adam to be a good person; I don’t know why that
mattered so much to me. I couldn’t see what excuse he could come up with after what I saw. It
wasn’t the first time I saw him kissing Lizzie; my eyes weren’t lying to me, there was
something between the two of them, but I didn’t know what it was. After what I saw today,
shouldn’t even bother, but it wasn’t like I could avoid Adam for the rest of my life. I still needed
him to train me. I didn’t know how to do that anymore; I didn’t even know how to be in the same
room with him.
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~ADAM~
f*****g Lizzie, she didn’t know when to stop. I should have known she was up to something when she showed up wearing that
damn short dress to the training center. Now! had to work hard to regain (This novel will be daily updtaed at
www.noveljar.com)Amiera’s trust; would she even listen to me now?
Now here I am, climbing the wall to her damn bedroom. I almost entered Noah’s just a few minutes ago; that would have been
an interesting turn of events. I’m sure her brother would
have welcomed me with open arms. I shake my head and focus on climbing. The last thing |
needed was to fall from this height.
Getting in here without being seen was one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do; their security was tight, but I shouldn’t
expect anything else from Amiera’s parents. They were big on securing their people, children, kingdom, everything.
Amiera didn’t give me a chance to explain myself before, but I hope this does the trick. She wouldn’t exactly push me out the
window; at least, I hoped not.
Tran after her earlier today but by the time I got to her, she was already with her siblings. I knew that if they saw us together, all
hell would break loose. I didn’t really care about any of that, but I didn’t want anything to obstruct the progress we’ve made so
far. I also didn’t want her parents to find out and separate us, for they surely would do that once they knew how close Amiera and
I had gotten recently.
I paused by the window and peeked through the glass, hoping that I was finally in the correct room. I spotted her face down in
her bed and felt an uncomfortable feeling in my chest.
I pull the window open; thankf**k it wasn’t locked.
Amiera doesn’t move, and I assume she’s too consumed in thoughts to realize that her windows were just opened. The sound of
my footsteps catches her attention, however.
Her back stiffens, and I know that she’s wondering what to do. She turns over on the bed and stares at me wide-eyed. I’m hit
with so much guilt when I see how red and swollen her eyes are. She’s been crying for quite some time; I’m sure of that. The
tightness in my chest intensifies, and it continues to do so the more I stare at her.
Her hands tighten on her sheets, and she narrows her eyes at me, “what are you doing here?“(This novel will be daily updtaed at
www.noveljar.com) she hisses.