novelxo Chapter 45: 45
"As I was saying, your mother was beautiful and even though I had a mate I wanted her. So as soon as I saw her I charmed her. I spent the rest of the day with her. A few months later we started dating but she still wouldn't have sex with me, she was against sex before marriage.
Karen kept telling me to find someone else to have a baby with but I didn't want to. The desire I felt for your mother was too much. So Against Karen's wishes I married your mom.
A year later your mom got pregnant with you and I had never been happier, karen and I had planned to take you as soon as you were born and keep you as ours but when you were born we didn't have the heart to do it so we decided to wait until you shifted and we would take you with us. Karen allowed me to stay with your mom as long as we didn't have sex. She wanted me to be in your life. Karen saw you as her daughter, I took you to see her a couple times when you were little and you loved her.
You could say I had a double life. I lived with you and your mom and when I told you guys I was at work I visited Karen.
I loved being with two women, both were so different, one I loved and one I desired.
I kept doing exactly what Karen told me not to I slept with your mother and Karen at the same time. It was a disgusting thing to do but I enjoyed it.
Karen finally got pregnant after a lot of treatments and I was so happy, but I still didn't leave your mom.
Jayson was already 1 years old when Karen found out I was sleeping with your mom and was completely heartbroken. She told me if I didn't leave your mom she would never forgive me and since I was the selfish man I have always been I just left without saying goodbye. I decided I wouldn't try to take custody from your mom since I already had Jayson.
I still loved you though and I suffered so much, you have no idea-" I stop him.
"I've had enough. How dare you say you suffered a lot? You practically used my mother as a sex toy and left without taking her feelings into consideration. Did you once stop and think of how she felt? Hell did you even think about how Karen felt?" i growl out.
"I know what I did was wrong but-" I cut him off once again.
"If Maddox ever asks me if he can fuck another woman to have a pup I would rip him a new asshole. You don't put your mate through that. In fact you don't out anyone through that!" i snap.
I am so angry and disgusted at him, I used to just be angry but deep inside I thought he would give me an explanation that would make me forgive him but after hearing how and why things happen alll feel towards him is even more hate. He not only played me and my mother he played Karen and somewhat Jayson too.
"You disgust me" I say, finally letting the tears fall, I just couldn't stop them, and before I know it I am sobbing and Leonardo is hugging me. Saying he is sorry over and over again.
"How can you be so heartless as in to do something like that and then leave without a care in the world."
"I did care Jayda, i cared for your mom. I may not have loved her but I did care for her, and I do love you. You are my only daughter and I am so proud of the woman you grew up to be." he says still hugging
me.
"You don't do that to people you care about" I say pushing him away and wiping my eyes.
"All high ranking wolfs are like that, we don't think things through." He says looking at me.
I scowl "Maddox has a higher rank than you and he would never do that. I am sure of it."
"I didn't have another choice" he tries to excuse himself.
"There is always another choice. You could have adopted or gotten a surrogate instead of using my mother then tossing her away like trash" I snap, tired of his bullshit.
"I didn't toss her away" He quickly says and I take the pack of gum and throw it at his face, doing the same thing with all of the papers that were on the desk, I also throw a paper weight at him but sadly he dodges it.
"Stop it! Just stop. I am done. I don't think I will ever be able to forgive you however I will stand you because of Jayson. I do want to have a relationship with him and you will tell him we are siblings as soon as possible." I say standing up and brushing the imaginary dust of my clothes signaling the end of the conversation.
"Jayda..." My father trails off.
"Goodbye Leonardo, you can show yourself out" I mumble and leave the office.
As soon as I exit the office Maddox is beside me.
"Are you okay?" He asks and I nod, walking up the stairs.
I hear the front door close and sigh in relief. At least he left.
When we get to the room I collapse on the bed, I am emotionally exhausted.
Maddox plops on the bed next to me "Please tell me"
"He never loved mom" I mumble, turning to face him instead of having my face buried in the pillows.
He frowns "What do you mean?"
"He slept with my mom just so he could have a kid. He actually planned to steal me from her. Who the hell does that?" I say with a scowl.
Maddox shakes his head in disbelief. "Getting a new Beta is sounding better and better by the second"
"No, don't. If you do that Jayson won't get to be Beta and he is really looking forward to it." I quickly say, I would never take Away from Jayson the right to become who he was born to be. Maddox rubs his eyes tiredly "Fine"
"When is the new pack member coming?" I ask with a yawn.
Maddox scowls, clearly unhappy "He is coming tomorrow"
I snort "fun."
He grins "You'll have to greet him with me. You don't have to be nice, you can be rude like me. Maybe take all of your sudden pregnancy anger on him so I don't have to deal with it"
I hit his shoulder "Shut up Maddox, I don't get angry"
"Sure, and I am a nice lovable person" He says sarcastically.
I give him a quick peck on the lips and snuggle closer to the pillow, still laying on my side. "You are nice and lovable"
He snorts "Sure"
"You totally are" I pinch his cheek and instead of swatting me away he grabs my hand in his and kisses my hand then links my hand through his, further proving my point. "Jayda, I am an asshole."
"You are the sweetest guy I have ever met"
"Your opinion is biased" he points out.
"How is it biased?" I ask with a chuckle.
He smirks "You love me too much"
I raise an eyebrow at him "Is that so?"
He moves to straddle me "mhm" he dips down and kisses me.
And you can all guess how we spent the rest of the day....