novelxo Chapter 36: 36
***WARNING, this chapter contains MATURE CONTENT. SO DON'T read unless you are 18 just read until the 3 dots then skip it until the other 3 dots, I know some of you youngsters will read anyways but just make sure to be mature about everything and don't make fun of it. Like at all cause well I don't have any experience in this so yeah...enjoy***
Jayda's POV
Maddox and I have been home for about a week and we have never been better.
We have had some little arguments but nothing too bad.
I had completely avoided my dad, I needed time to figure out how I would handle the whole situation, I wanted to confront him about not telling me about Jayson but I just didn't know how to do it without ending up crying.
I have texted with lan and he has told me that his mate still isn't falling for him. Poor him, he will have a hard time getting her to fall for him. She is really hard headed.
Now that I am done recapping everything that has happened, I am going to tell you the problem at hand.
I want Maddox.
I can't control myself, well I can because I have been controlling myself but I don't want to anymore.
I just want to rip his clothes off and have my wicked way with him. Now, Maddox either has an amazing self control or I am not sexy enough for him because not once has he mentioned sex.
We just haven't talked about it. We have talked about many things but sex is not one of them.
I mean its not like I have to bring it up but well... I am a girl, I shouldn't be the one to bring sex up.
Right at this moment I was laying in bed with Maddox, we were both cuddling while watching 'The Wedding Ringer' and instead of thinking how funny Kevin Hart is I was thinking of how hot Maddox looks shirtless.
I try to concentrate on the movie but somehow my eyes drift to Maddox's abs yet again.
I am thirsty as fuck. I swear all I can think about is Maddox's...genitals? Gahh I just made it weird.
Seriously, I wonder what Maddox would say if he could hear what I was thinking. He would surely never look at me the same way.
I start giving myself a pep talk. Today is the day. I will make love with Maddox even if its the last thing I do. I am his mate, its only normal that we do the dirty, so I shouldn't be afraid to ask for it. Right?
Yes!
Okay, Jayda. Do it.
I decide to make a bold move and put my hand on his crotch area.
Maddox instantly tenses and from the corner of my eyes I see him openly stare at where my hand is at.
I act as if nothing is happening and pretend to be watching the movie.
Maddox gulps, then looks at me and coughs. I completely pretend I don't feel his gaze on me and feel his breath quicken. (We are still cuddling) I can feel the tension rolling off of him. He really doesn't know what to do.
I then start feeling a bulge growing under my palm and desire pools in my lower stomach.
Maddox coughs then clears his throat. "I- I umm, I am umm soda" he says quickly unwrapping his arms from around me. His eyes are dark with desire, And I can bet mine are too.
I quickly grab hold of his hand, stopping him from fleeing the room.
"I want to have sex" I say, looking at him straight in the eye.
"You, ummm what?" Maddox asks, looking at me carefully.
"I want to have sex with you" I repeat.
Gulping he answers"Jayda you don't know what you are talking about. You don't need to feel pressured I can and will wait until you are ready"
"Maddox. I am fucking ready! I want this, I need this. I need you" I say not breaking eye contact.
Maddox still looks hesitant so I tug at his hand so he comes back to the bed.
Maddox gently pushes me down on the bed while he straddles me and kisses me softly.
The kiss makes my heart swell, its as if he is putting all of his love for me into that kiss. He pulls away slightly. "Are you sure?"
Instead of answering I knock my hands on his hair pulling his head down and kissing his aggressively.
He quickly responded with just as much as aggressiveness, my hands pulled some more at his hair before they started roaming around his torso.
Maddox's lips traveled from my lips, down my jaw and to my neck leaving a hot wet trail of pleasure.
I moaned softly making Maddox groan and suck harder on my neck, most likely leaving hickies.
I wrap my legs around Maddox to try and soothe the ache between my legs but when that doesn't work I start grinding on him, trying to get some sort of friction.
"Clothes" Maddox says, his voice full of lust as he slightly pulls away and starts taking of my tank top, after my shirt is off he starts kissing the valley between my breasts before taking off my simple black bra, his eyes never leave mine as he grabs one of my nipples and puts it inside his mouth. I moan loudly at the feeling.
My back arched as pleasure fills me, this feels great, why haven't I done this before?
"You are beautiful Jayda, I love you" Maddox says as he kisses my lips again. His lips go painfully slow from my lips, down my neck and to my nipples again. After he payed attention to my breasts his mouth slides down my stomach.
He slowly pulls my cotton shorts and panties down and kisses my hip bones then kisses down my pubic area that I had thankfully shaved earlier today.
Maddox grabs my legs and spreads them apart, he nips and kisses at my thigh then he goes to my center.
His mouth latches onto my clit making me choke out a gasp.
Damn this feels good.
His tongue moves rapidly around my clit making me scream out in pleasure, I try to clench my legs together because the pleasure is too overwhelming but Maddox keeps them spread as he gives me the most pleasure I've ever had.
"Oh God this feels so fucking good dammit Maddox I don't think I can handle this it just feels so good" I moan out as I pull at His hair.
Maddox gently nips at my clit and That is all it takes to make my body spasm as I come. "Oh yes Maddox I fucking love you" I say loudly, pulling him towards me by the hair and kissing him deeply. Not at all caring that I am technically tasting myself.
I turn us around so that I am on top and straddle his waist. Giving him a cheeky grin I grab the waistband of his grey sweatpants along with his black boxer briefs and pull them down.
His erection springs free making my eyes widen. Its big.
Continuing with my original plan i wrap my hands around his erection and run them up and down his length making him twitch a little.
"Oh Jayda, Fuck" Maddox says sexily between clenched teeth.
I slowly put my mouth close to the tip and lick it. Salty.
"Jayda" Maddox says, sounding as of he was in pain.
"Does it hurt?" I ask, quickly seizing all movement.
"Don't stop" he says quickly, his chest heaving up and down.
I slowly wrap my mouth around his length and bop it up and down. My eyes lock on Maddox's and he groans.
"Fucking hell Jayda" He says, as I quicken my pace, taking as much of him as I can in my mouth and massaging his testicles.
"Jayda, if you don't want...in your mouth the you need to stop now" Maddox says in a gasp.
I wink at him and quicken my pace even more, gagging a little bit.
"Fuck, I am going to fucking come" Maddox says then I feel him twitch inside my mouth and a few seconds later warm come shoots down my throat.
I close my eyes and swallow it. The taste wasn't that bad but the texture was somewhat unpleasant.
I look at Maddox and we are both breathing heavily.000000