I Will Escape

As we are walking through what to me looks like a little town, I see children running and playing. As they run up to the Alpha they say, “Hi Alpha! How are you? Who's this Alpha?”

He smiles at the children, “This is your soon-to-be Luna and my wife.” I stop in my tracks when he said his soon-to-be wife. There is no way I'm marrying him and being the leader to any kind of pack running beside him. He's a monster.

I go mute. The children come up and grab my hand. I try to snap out of it, but I am blank. I just say, "Hey guys,” not sure how to respond. I just look at him in surprise not sure how to react to him

I say nothing. Not wanting to piss him off by embarrassing him I stay silent. He grabs my hand and says, “Sabrina, say hello to the children.” As he grips my hand tight I put a fake smile on for the little children as I give tickles and high-fives. Their smiling little faces make me smile and I actually enjoy myself. I wish I was as happy as these children thinking their Alpha is a superhero instead of knowing the monster he truly is.

We continue walking. I do see a different side of this monster. How he cares about his pack. As I am lost in my thoughts he says my name out loud, and I don't hear him until he claps his hands in front of my face. I jump snapping out of my daze I respond, “Yes Alpha, sorry I was in a daze. Were you talking to me?”

“Yes,” he said as he pulled me into an alley. He was holding me up by my throat. I whimper out that I was sorry for not focusing on him. “Now Sabrina, are you trying to start something with me?” “No,” I respond, “There's just a lot to take in like being outside, meeting new people, I'm just taking it all in. I didn't mean to act like I was ignoring you. Sorry Alpha.”

“Sabrina, you need to pay attention. I don't want anyone to think that it's ok to disrespect me. Do you understand me?”

"Yes Alpha, sorry it won't happen again.”

“Damn straight it won't happen again! There will be severe consequences. Now, Sabrina, start acting like you're a ball of fucking sunshine do you understand?”

"Yes Alpha,” I respond.

I didn't disrespect him. I was just in my own world not understanding why he even brought me with him. This is just him showing that he is able to have a captive to control and turn into his slave. We walk around his territory meeting some other werewolves. To be honest I didn't know there was that many werewolves actually in existence. I don't understand how Tonya just falls in line with everything and does what she is told like an obedient child. Every one is telling me how lovely it is to finally meet me. In disgust, I fake my smile saying, “Thank you.” When I just want to be like, “Is there any way you can set me free from this monster in this life?” I know that the Alpha is standing right next to me making sure that I am obedient to him.

As we are walking I am looking for any places to hide and which path would be the easiest for my escape. I am trying to listen to him speak and introduce me to this fake pack, but they will never be my family. I can't trust anybody. They all submitted to him and fear his consequences; which they should, so I am on my own for now.

I tap the Alpha's shoulder, and he responds to me, “What Sabrina?”

I ask him if I could please go to the restroom.

He says, “Wait until we get back to the house. We are almost finished here.”

"Yes Alpha.”

He looks at me like I did something wrong. I didn't realize a simple question could turn into torture. I went along with everything that he wanted me to. Feeling disgust in my words not meaning anything I say. I just try to impress the people of his pack.

At least this fake trip turned in to me seeing the territory to plan for my next escape. I just need to figure out what he did to block Jazz, and once I figure it out I will plan my next escape. He looks at me and tells me, “A job well done Sabrina.”

I smile, nod, and respond, “Yes alpha,” like his pet.