Forgive us

“So do you want to watch movies or just talk?" Johan asked Macey once they were finished eating. Macey didn't want to talk at all, "Umm movies if that's ok?" Macey replied timidly. She was exhausted but didn't want to sleep and Johan could see that. Johan put on some random movie without even looking at it and sat back down next to Macey, he hoped she would fall asleep because she clearly needed sleep. "What time do you start tomorrow?" Johan asked Macey so he could set an alarm just in case. "Oh 11, I have a lecture and a tut tomorrow well today actually and then work" Macey replied.

Johan nodded his head and got himself comfortable on the couch. He pulled Macey closer to him and she rested her head on his shoulder as the movie began. It didn't take her long at all to finally relax her body causing Johan to smile. Within 15 minutes Macey was sound asleep. Johan turned the tv off and settled back falling asleep on the couch with Macey snuggled into him.

Macey woke to the sound of an alarm and she was so warm. She slowly opened her eyes to see Johan reaching for his phone. Her face grew red when she saw the position they were in. She had fallen asleep and actually slept without seeing her father for the first time in days. She may have only got a few hours but it was better than other nights where she woke multiple times.

Johan smiled at Macey seeing how embarrassed she looked. "Morning," he said to her. "Umm, morning. What time is it?" Macey asked. "It's 10 am, you got about 6 hours of sleep and are looking a lot better than yesterday. The shower is over there if you want one before uni. I can drop you off if you like?" Johan asked. Macey nodded and slowly got up stretching before taking her bag and disappearing into the bathroom which Johan had pointed out.

Macey quickly went through her morning routine having a shower and brushing her teeth. She managed to braid her hair before exiting the bathroom to see Johan in the small kitchen. She hadn't really paid attention to the place last night but now she had a quick look around. There was the lounge room where they both slept and off that was a small kitchen and the dining room. There were three doors one leading to the outside and the other to the bathroom. She assumed the third lead to Johan's bedroom.

Macey headed over to Johan "Thanks for the shower" Macey stated. Johan turned around handing Macey a cup of coffee and pointed to the toaster. "I'll make you some toast you can have while I jump in the shower quickly" Johan stated. Macey nodded her head. "Thanks, Johan" Macey replied smiling at him. Johan nodded and headed to the bathroom.

Macey heard the shower stop after she had finished her toast so she put some on for Johan. Johan walked into the kitchen and stood behind Macey looking over her shoulder to see what she was doing. He saw her making toast before she swung around not realising he was right behind her. "Shit, you scared me," Macey said before adding "I made you some toast" handing the toast to Johan. Johan couldn't help but laugh at Macey and her reaction but thanked her for the toast anyway.

Macey and Johan were standing so close their noses were almost touching. Macey was looking up at Johan and biting her lip. Johan was looking down at Macey, seeing her bite her lip was driving him crazy. He wanted to be the one biting her lip. Johan slowly licked his lips. Macey watched before leaning up to kiss Johan. Johan pulled back, he wanted to kiss Macey but he didn't want to take advantage of her and she clearly was not in a great head space at the moment.

Macey quickly swung around so her back was facing Johan. She felt like an idiot. She had clearly misread the situation and just wanted to get the hell out of there. "I'm so sorry Johan, that was stupid of me" Macey stated before walking around Johan and heading for her bag. "Macey" Johan called out to her to try to explain but she had her bag and was heading to the door. "Macey, I'll drive you" Johan called after her. "It's fine, I prefer to walk. Thanks for everything Johan, I'll see you at work" Macey called out before she got the hell out of there.

Johan couldn't believe it. Macey wouldn't look at him after she tried to kiss him and then took off. He felt like a complete dick. He honestly had wanted to kiss her but he didn't want Macey thinking he was only being nice to her because he wanted to get into her pants. He liked Macey and wanted to be more than a quick fuck.

Macey had taken off quickly, she felt like an idiot and didn't want to have to face Johan again. How could she think someone like Johan would want someone as damaged as her? He was probably only being nice to her because he felt sorry for her. Macey couldn't worry about that now she had to get to uni. She made it there just before her lecture walking quickly.

Macey got through her day and headed towards her dorm. She was still worried about having to deal with Johan after she embarrassed herself. She was behind the bar again tonight as the other guy was still sick. She just hoped Johan was either not working or on the door so she wouldn't have to deal with him.

Johan had headed to Macey's place just before four. He was going to speak to her and explain why he didn't kiss her. He had texted her a few times to see if she wanted a lift tonight to and from work but she hadn't responded and he was worried she was going to avoid him.

Johan spotted Macey and got out of the car standing in front of her. Macey wasn't paying attention and almost crashed into him. "Macey" Johan called just before she walked into him. Macey looked up and saw Johan right in front of her. Macey attempted to step back but Johan grabbed onto her waist stopping her. "Macey, there is nothing more I want to do than kiss you but I don't want you to think I am only trying to get in your pants" Johan whispered resting his forehead on Macey's. Macey was shocked at his words because he had walked away this morning. Before she could respond Johan's lips were on Macey's in a sweet kiss which she responded to immediately wrapping her arms around Johan's neck bringing him closer to her and deepening the kiss. Both were breathless when they pulled apart and were smiling at each other.