Fang

Hi DarkShadow it’s me again. . .

We went and spoke to Ian today about Jessie’s age. I feel very confused now. He says Jessie is physically and mentally my age because wolfs don’t live like humans do to them he is an adult he is old enough to have his own pack to take a mate . . .

That is not the only thing that confuses me . . . Jessie is not a Werewolf….or not just a Werewolf . . . He is so so much more than that. It’s amazing the things he can change into. His mom was a Werewolf and according to Ian quite normal so I suppose in a way he is one too but when I saw him change into his real Werewolf form today I was stunned.??????

He is sleeping now. The moon is full tonight. He is so innocent so pure so beautiful the moon makes his white fur glow . . . My hand itches to touch him to feel his soft fur to wrap my arms around him and burry my face in his fur.

I caught myself daydreaming today and I swear I have never blushed so much in my whole live not even when I was five and Trevor made me . . .

I can tell you that yet okay Dark not now maybe not ever it didn’t happen I don’t remember I DON’T WANT TO REMEMBER!!