novelxo Chapter CHAPTER 29
ANITA'S POV.
I was yearning for him the same way that he was yearning for me. I slowly got out of bed after he gestured to me and stood right in front of him, interlocking my fingers behind his neck.
He continued looking into my eyes as I looked up to him. I couldn't believe that he was actually here with me, he had decided to give me the love that I have been craving for.
He leaned in close after running his thumb over my lip. By this time I had closed my eyes tightly, trying to control my racing heart.
When he finally kissed me, I sighed in relief. I had desired so much for him and feeling him run his tongue over mine made me feel so much pleasure. I pulled him close to me as we kept on kissing.
He was starting to get hard, he made me touch him. I was also dripping wet for him and I didn't know what to do with myself. I wanted him the same way that he wanted me. Finally, we were on the same page.
I am always the shy and timid girl but tonight, I put that aside. The last time that we were together, he licked me and it was about time that I returned the favour. The kiss was hot but I had a different plan. I whispered for him to sit before I went on my knees.
"What are you doing?" He asked in bewilderment as I opened his pants.
"I want to lick you, sir," I said in the sexiest voice ever as I ran my hand over his groin.
He leaned back, groaning as I opened the zippers of his trousers. I finally touched him before I started licking him. I was an amateur but I did not care, I knew that just by the virtue of me doing it, he was going to like it. It's not like I was dumb anyway, I knew how to go about my way.
I kissed him, I licked him and teased him until he started mourning my name. I couldn't continue though even if he was begging me to because I knew that he would want more yet I was not ready. This is not the way I imagined my first time to be. I wanted my first time to be very romantic.
I wanted it to be special.
He was not mad when I pulled away, licking my lips together seductively. He understood. He was rock hard hence I had to give him a few seconds to calm the steam before we talked.
I loved the way he made me feel. Even though he wanted me so much, he gave me the space that I needed. We would always do it when I am ready. I didn't feel pressured to do it just to please him yet I was not fully into it.
"I know you want your first time to be special and I will make it special," He said after a minute or so.
"Have you just read my mind?" I asked, as I went to sit next to him and interlocked my fingers with his.
"I know you, I feel like I do. The moon goddess brought you here for me," He said this, making me blush.
"I didn't know that I meant so much to you in that sense," I admitted.
"I have to blame myself for that. I am so sorry for making you doubt the spark that we felt for each other since the very first time that we met. I tried to fight what I was feeling but not anymore. Right now, I am embracing it." He said and this was music to my ears.
"Thank you baby, you don't have an idea of how this makes me feel," I told him.
"Me too, I am glad that you gave me a second chance. I wouldn't forgive myself if I ever lost you," He admitted and that is when I was reminded of Ben's request.
He actually fired a guy who let me go. I knew that if I defended the omega, he would do what I want but still I couldn't say it. I didn't want him to ever look back and conclude that I questioned his authority on numerous accounts.
Ben might be disappointed in me but I am pretty sure that he was going to come around. If he doesn't then it's fine, I would always make other friends.
I cannot kill this mood just to make Ben happy. I have to pick the Alphas side, always even if he is wrong. That is how loyalty is supposed to be.
"What are you thinking about?" He asked when he caught me staring.
"Nothing," I lied.
"Babe, I have to go now. I will see you soon," He said before kissing me on the forehead and taking his leave.
After he left, I tucked myself in bed and kept on thinking about what happened between the two of us and how he awoke all the nerves in my body. I felt jolly and got hot flushes all over again as I thought about him. I loved him in a way that I didn't think could exist. At the moment, I couldn't imagine life without him. I really wonder how I existed without knowing him. After meeting him, I knew that there could not be a life after him.
I was about to fall asleep when I heard a knock on the door.
Upon going to get it, I found Ben gracing the doorway.
"What is it?" I asked.
"I just saw the Alpha coming from your room. Did you tell him?" He asked, widening his eyes in excitement, as if he was sure that I had done what he had requested.
"No, of course not. "I said, folding my hands in front of me.
"What!" He gasped.
"Don't ever tell me to go against the Alpha, do you hear me?" I said.
"What have you become?" He couldn't believe it.
"What have I become?" I asked myself after I banged the door on his face.