novelxo Chapter CHAPTER 21
ANITA'S POV
"Talk about what, huh? I know you are luring me in so that you can hurt me." I told him, I couldn't trust me, not after the stunt that he had just pulled at me.
"Come to me," He gestured and I could resist him, especially his voice. I took a step forward and he stretched his hand for me to hold onto him.
I did and he took me by surprise, he carried me and in a moment I had forgotten all my worries, I kept on giggling as he walked with me to the seat where he made me sit on his lap. After I got comfortable sitting on his lap, shaking my legs around his waist, he ran his finger top over my lower lip, making sweet shivers gush through my body.
I could feel his groin getting hard as I started whining my waist. I might not have had sex before but I have made out and kissed in the past.
"What are you doing?" He asked in a husky voice. He was not expecting it.
"Do you want me to stop?" I asked as I interlock my fingers behind his neck.
"No," He said with so much urgency as I rubbed my ass over his groin and felt him become bigger and bigger.
He couldn't take it anymore, he kissed my lower lip, softly and delicately but he bit me a little. He went ahead to tear off the blouse off my body, revealing my black bra and my perky breasts.
I didn't stop with the whining, I moaned softly when he sucked my nipple, the right then the left one.
"I want more," He demanded and that is when reality set in.
I quickly jumped to my feet, took a deep breath as I ran my fingers through my hair. What was I thinking? We haven't talked about everything that had happened between us yet here ready to make love with him. What am I really thinking? "What's going on, I thought that you wanted this," He said, I could feel the disappointment in his voice.
"Maybe you should call Lola and fuck her. I don't think I want to be one of your many whores!" I revealed and it took him a minute or so before he reacted.
"You are such a bitch! I can't believe you led me on and left me desperate for you like this." He said.
"Go fuck Lola!" I repeated as I tried to cover myself with my blouse which barely had any buttons.
"Where did you get that statement? It's not true. That is pure gossip yet you are using that to crucify me," He said.
"If you can be hard, then it means you have been fucking her. Or tell me, where do you get your sexual satisfaction from, huh?" I asked. I felt jealous. I couldn't imagine him fucking another woman, especially Lola. "Was I not supposed to be hard?" He asked, he was confused.
"Get Lola and fuck her!" I hissed as I started walking away.
"Don't walk away from me, I am still talking to you!" He demanded.
"I am leaving for good. I cannot imagine that you have been fucking her. I know you are so good at it and that is what hurts me the most." I revealed, standing and turning to look at him.
"Come, let me fuck you then, I know that's what you have always wanted," He said.
"No, unlike you, this is going to be my first time. I would rather give it to someone else who loves and cherished me," I revealed and he couldn't take it. He got off the seat and came to where I was. "You are mine!" He hissed.
"I am not. There are plenty of good men who would do anything to be with me. I am actually going to leave the pack. I cannot be with someone who causes me pain." I revealed and I could see him throw a fist in the air. He was beside himself. What I had said to him brought him so much anger.
"I will get Lola and fuck her!" He said this, just to get back at me.
"Another man would break me and make me experience the sweet pleasure of sex for the first time. I am sorry to say that you won't be that man," I said.
He tried to contain his anger but he couldn't. He grabbed my collar and pulled me close.
"Look at me," He demanded as I looked away.
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"I am not going to look at you. I don't give in to what you will tell me," For the first time ever I stood my ground.
"I want you to know that I never fucked Lola. She lied. It's such a shame that you believed her." He begged.
"Don't even bother convincing me, I won't believe you," I said.
"Then fuck off! I will punish you for coming out at night despite me warning you against it. You will come and work at my quarters." He demanded.
"No, forget about it, I would rather leave the pack and get killed than be with you knowing so well you fucked that bitch!" I told him, I was being stubborn.
"Come here, don't do this!" I heard him tell me but I was done. I ran away from him and headed to my room.
My heart was racing as I locked myself in my room. I couldn't believe myself. So much had happened tonight, most of which were not a reflection of who I was. Clearly, love can make you do stupid things.
To be honest, I was done with him. I wished to work at his quarters, I wanted it so badly but knowing that he fucked Lola was such a turn off. I would not allow myself to be his second, I had to be his only love and obsession. I should get packing, I needed to leave. If I choose to stay and be with him, then he has to tell Lola to leave.
One of us must win and I wanted to be the one who wins.