Fall For My Ex’s Mafia Father by Caroline Above Story

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Kent, with his dark intensity and that anger deep within him that blows on some sort of coal within me, coaxing it to flame. Kent, who lifts me as easily as if I’m a kitten and pulls me hard against his body, making me feel safe and warm and wanted in his arms. 

Or at least I thought he wanted me, until he wouldn’t look at me today…. 

I dismiss that, though I knowing, deep down, that Kent wants me, which is an assurance I don’t really have with Ivan. I have the proof of Kent’s desire – I’ve seen him struggle against it for weeks, seen him write up that ridiculous contract in. order to build walls between us, walls designed to keep him safe, not me. And a very large part of me wants to break those walls down, to see what I find behind them all. A little thrill 

runs through me at the idea of Kent loosed from all of the restrictions he places on himself. 

What would it be like to see him unbound. What would it be like to be with him, totally unleashed… 

I blush, thinking of it, and then wonder – is that what I like about Kent? The challenge, more than Kent himself? I groan, feeling guilty, because frankly – it’s the opposite with Ivan. 

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I like Ivan because as far as I can tell he gives me himself on a platter. There are no walls, no mystery – just his sincere, funny self. I smile when I think of him, which I don’t do when I think of Kent a smile that echoes the thousand times that Ivan has made me laugh so hard my face aches. 

Isn’t that, really, what one is looking for? That kind of connection? 

And also, he’s stupid hot…when I think about what we almost. got to last night, about the way his skin felt under my hands, the fact that I could have, if I wanted to, pulled that shirt from his body and inspected the intricacies of those hidden tattoos, the forbidden parts of him….. 

I groan and turn over to bury my face in my pillow, muffling the sound. God, what was wrong with me? Because I really… really want to do that. 

I sigh, my face still tucked away in the pillow, not knowing what to do, when suddenly… 

It’s as if a little Janeen–shaped devil lands on my shoulder, poking me angrily with her pitchfork. “Why the hell do you need to decide now?” she hisses angrily, putting her hands on her hips. “Neither of them have made you any promises! And you need more information to make this choice! Put yourself first!” 

And I twist in my bed, away from my pillow, realizing that… she’s right. 

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I don’t need to decide now. I don’t have all of the information. I don’t even know what either of them are doing – both of them. could have girls on the side. Or! I gasp to realize that I could be the girl on the side… 

Both Ivan and Kent keep their secrets. I have no idea, really, what either of them are up to in the hours when we’re not together. 

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