novelxo Chapter 95
When I finally regained it wits, I screamed.
“Aston, stop! You’re not being fair!” I exclaimed, my voice shaking with frustration. I didn’t know why I used that word fair. Maybe it was because he had more power over me. Maybe it was because his actions had more effect on me than mine did on him. How was it that he could turn me on with just a single stare and I could not get him to do anything until I was completely naked.
Until he had a h***n he wanted to get rid of, I was practically powerless over him and it was not fair. How was I going to tell him that? How was I going to tell him that it was not a fair fight until he felt all the things that I felt too.
Until I made his heart race by staring at his body.
Until I could whisper in his ears and he would pull down his***g pants pants
Until I would force him into a kiss and he would not be able to resist kissing back even though I just insulted him and he hated my guts more than anything.
Until I could make fun of him in public, embarrass him in front of his ex, mock him in front of all his enemies, have him whipped and work him till it feel like he’s about to die from the pain of his bones aching. Until I kicked him out after sex and still not have to force him to have sex with me a second time.
How did I explain to him that until I had that kind of power over him like he had on me then it was not fair.
“I didn’t mean to come into your room, I swear. The guard led me here by mistake.” I explained willing he would just get the hell off me and stop being so intimidating and so freaking ***y at the same time. How was it that I wanted to push him the f***k away but not as much as I wanted to pull him the f**cat I saw. You’re always trying to get my attention, always trying to manipulate me. Well, it’s not going to work.” I had no idea what he was talking about because all I remember in the history of our co- habitation was me trying to stay the **k away from him.
Did my lust show? Was it obvious that I wanted him? Was it obvious how much I wanted him to have sex with me? Did he see how wet I was? I know that he could smell my arousal but could he see how much I desired him? Was that it? Was that what he meant by I was seducing him or was he just trying to make me look like a s***t again?
I was genuinely shocked and confused.
“Seduce you? No, I didn’t! I didn’t even mean to come into this room. I’m not trying to manipulate you, Aston. I’m just trying to survive in this crazy world you’ve dragged me into.” I made it clear to him but as always, it was like talking to a rock. He was only going to do what he intended and say what he pleased. There was no changing his opinion or trying to at least make him see thing from a point of view that was not his.
Aston snorted. “Save it, Kira. You’re in my bed, in my room. That means one thing. You’re trying to get my attention. And don’t even try to deny it, I can see the look in your eyes. You’re always trying to get something from me, always trying to use me for your own gain.” If anyone was using anyone in this situation it was him. He was using me as a sl***e, using me for me for his sexual pleasures, using me as a show of power to the other Alphas and I was the using him? There was no getting anything from Aston. No matter how much you thought you knew him or how close you thought you were with him, he was always going to leave you stranded.
Aston-could not be used, at least not when he knew about it.
“You came in here on your own looking all s**y, pretended to be asleep with your top slightly open. Showing me skin while waiting patiently for me to make a move. Isn’t that what you intended? Is that not what you were planning?” he accused me of a s**t load of things but the only thing that I got out of it was the fact that he called me s***y.
I blushed, feeling embarrassed.
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“No, I’m not! I swear, I didn’t mean to come here. And even if I did, it’s not like I wanted to seduce you or anything. I’m just trying to find a way out of this mess, Aston. That’s all.”
Aston raised an eyebrow. “Really? Then why are you in my room, in my bed? You’re not even subtle about it, Kira. You’re as obvious as a neon sign. And don’t even get me started on your past. You’ve always been like this, always trying to use people for your own gain. My brother happens to be your current victim that you have your claws sank into and you want to add me to the pathetic pile? You want to add me to the list of people you intend to use? You’re going to have to think again, Kira. I’m not someone you can use. So gather your s***y self off my bed and wallow in your failed plan.”
I felt a surge of anger and pride. “That’s not true! I’m not like that, Aston. And even if I was, it’s not like you’re any better. You’re always trying to control me, always trying to manipulate me. You’re just as bad as I am. Maybe even worse than me so you have no right to speak badly to me. You have no right to insult me for something that you’re guilty of too.”
Aston just laughed. “You’re not even in the same league as me, Kira. I’m the alpha, and you’re just a freaking s**e. You’ll do as I say, or face the consequences. And don’t even try to deny it, I know you want me. You’ve always wanted me, Kira. And you’ll do anything to get me.” His confident sickened me. How was it that he was so confident, I made it so and now, I highly regretted it.
“The fact that you’re so confident to think that I would go out of my way to come to your room to try to seduce you, why would I want through that kind of stress for a d**k that almost a million girls had seen already. I bet at least twenty girls can draw your d**k from memory alone. It was practically public property.” I informed him and watched a smirk form on his lips.
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“You must really like public property then seeing how well you sucked on said ***
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I didn’t know what to say in response to what he just said, I was too freaking embarrassed to even breathe. I dashed out of the room and ran into the room next to it. It was so much smaller than the one I just came out of but at least Aston wasn’t in this one.
I was too angry and prideful to apologize, so I just remained silent. Aston reminded me to meet him downstairs in five minutes, and then he left without even explaining why we were going out or where the hell it was that we were going. I was about to lose my freaking mind just trying to understand this man that was oppressing me.
I was left standing there, fuming and confused. What did Aston want from me? And why was he being so cruel and manipulative? I didn’t have long to wonder, as Aston opened the door and told me to come downstairs.
“Knock next time!” I exclaimed, trying to hide my frustration.
Aston just laughed. “The punishment for that is for you to always leave your room door open at all costs. That way, I can keep an eye on you. And don’t even think about trying to escape, Kira. You’ll never make it out of here alive.”
I was outraged. “What about privacy?” I demanded. “Don’t I get any privacy around here?”
Aston just shrugged. “You should have thought about that before speaking out of line, Kira. Now, let’s go. We don’t have all day.”
I followed him downstairs, my heart pounding in my chest. What did Aston have planned for me now? And how was I going to survive this living arrangement with him?