Cheat with my boyfriend best friend by Jane E.L.

Chapter 659 Trauma

As an adult, I fully understood what Charlie meant at that moment

And it was me who suggested starting over with him. The so-called "starting over" between a couple is definitely not sust about the psychological or spiritual aspects

So when Charlie lowered his head to try to touch his lips to mine, I wasn't surprised at all

In fact, I was prepared for such intimate contact from the first day I moved into this bedroom

I knew that as a normal man, especially when facing his own wife, Charlie's actions were completely normal

Since I chose to accept the identity of being his wife, it was inevitable that I had to face the occurrence of such a relationship between us

After preparing myself mentally, I tilted my head back, closed my eyes, and prepared to receive Charlie's first kiss

He had a habit of using perfume, and there was always a faint woody scent around him. That fragrance made people feel at ease, and I didn't mind being in close proximity to him. So, I naturally assumed that I could take things further with him

But what I didn't expect was that my body reacted earlier than my mind

Just at the moment when Charlie leaned down to kiss me, I suddenly opened my eyes and felt a shiver run through my heart at the warm touch,

but it wasn't because of affection

My body rejected Charlie's touch!

And before this, I had no idea that I would have such a strong aversion to Charlie's close contact

I tightly clenched my fist, but I didn't push the person in front of me away

On the contrary, I began to try to respond to his kisses without letting him notice any hint of strangeness

Because since I chose to start over, I cannot repeatedly let things remain at a standstill where there is no progress

I forced myself to press my lips against Charlie's, continuing that hair-raising intimacy until he lifted me up and placed me back on the bed in the bedroom

His hand started pulling the buttons on my pajamas, then reached into my shirt, eagerly grasping a soft lump inside and forcefully kneading the nipple

I suddenly felt a strange electric current surging through my body, and my heart was beating violently. But I was very clear that this was not desire, but resistance

My body did not allow Charlie to come near, every movement of his would trigger a physiological disgust in me, making my whole body start to tremble

Charlie was completely unaware of this, he might have thought that my trembling was a sign of being moved and even bent down to kiss my earlobe

It was this action that made me instantly open

my eyes and instinctively push the person on top of me

Charlie clearly didn't expect me to suddenly resist. The person who was still immersed in the kiss was pushed by me, immediately stumbling to their feet and looking at me with great confusion

I know it's strange, but two consenting adults who were about to undress suddenly had their next move halted. If I were in such a situation, I would also feel at a loss

But I now had absolutely no energy to explain anything to Charlie, because the intense pain in my head was almost like a flood, quickly overwhelming my senses, rendering me unable to think or speak

Fortunately, Charlie noticed my abnormality

and kept calling my name, but I couldn't give him any response

I could feel my blood freezing throughout my body, even without looking in the murror, I knew how pale my face must have been

"Olive, hold on, I will call the doctor immediately."

Charlie held me in his arms, gently patting my back to comfort me. I huddled and nodded slightly, no longer having the strength to make any other response

The intense headache in my head continued, and the blurry fragments of memories suddenly appeared before my eyes. I saw the bedroom I used to live in, heard screams, and even the sound of dragging iron chains

Not long after, a blurry figure invaded my mind again, still the silhouette of a man. He seemed to be kissing me, but I could also be certain that person was not Charlie

But no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't remember who that person was, and I didn't know if it was him subconsciously that made me have a strong aversion towards Charlie

I clenched my fist in immense pain, almost wanting to pound my temples. In a daze, I felt a pair of strong arms tightly holding me, preventing me from engaging in any self-harming actions

I think I should be moved, but the fact is, I even feel resistant to such a touch

After finally enduring until the family doctor arrived, I had no energy left to struggle. It was

only when Charlie carried me out of the door that I gradually began to relax

And the doctor's next words were nothing short of a hint that brought me closest to the truth

"Mr. Marilyn, the situation of your wife is rather grim. This 1s a typical manifestation of post-traumatic stress disorder, which means that her current living environment makes her feel extremely unsafe. Therefore, her subconscious mind controls her body to resist touch as a way to seek self-protection."