Chapter 82
Chapter 82 AURORA I ran my hands over Danes tense shoulders , then through his thick , soft hair .
My hands shook .
I wanted to tell him the truth .
I was going to tell him the truth about as much as I could .
But I was still afraid .
If he thought I was lying , Id die .
But the truth could kill me just as easily .
I … I took a steadying breath .
I want to tell you the truth , Dane , but Im afraid you wont believe it .
He said nothing , just held on to me , waiting .
So , I started talking .
I know you and I are committed to finding this relic , but lately … I dont know what to think .
These shadow creatures … the attacks … I trailed off , then started again .
Ive had some … dreams .
Somet visions .
I keep seeing myself in the past , and I dont know if Im the good person I thought I was .
But honest to the goddess , Dane , I thought I was a good person .
I want to be a good A Chapter 82 person .
My voice wavered at the end , and his thumbs began stroking small circles on my back .
2/4 Like I told you in the infirmary , I had a dream .
I thought I saw myself healing your grandfather and Piper .
So , I went down , and instead … My breath caught .
And now Connall is dead .
One of the few people who loved and accepted me before .
And its my fault .
I pressed a hand to my mouth as tears began to flow freely from my eyes .
Im so , so sorry .
I never meant to take him from you and your pack .
From our children .
Youre right to blame me for it .
But it wasnt because I meant it to happen .
I was just a fool .
The tears ran down my cheeks , warm and wet .
I dont know why Im getting these dreams , or what entity is sending them to me why trying to kill your family off .
I just know it all started when I came back here .
I think this relic … its protected by something dark , and the darkness wants to claim me , and it wants to kill you .
But I dont know why .
And I cant understand where Evelyn fits into it .
Unless she really was the chosen of the goddess of the moon , and I was the chosen of … something else .
Something evil .
Maybe Id been wrong about everything .
My whole life , Id wanted to do good .
To be good ..
Chapter 82 But maybe I wasnt good .
Maybe I was the evil that had to be vang inquished .
3/4 Anyway , thats the truth .
I fear myself .
I fear these dreams .
But aside from that .
I dont know any more than you do .
If I did , I would have stayed away from your grandfather .
I promise , I wont go near Piper .
Words arent enough for me to say how much I regret what happened , but I am no , so sor I didnt go into any more detail about the past .
I couldnt bring myself to say Id wanted him dead .
That everything hed suspected of me back then had been true .
Or would have been true , if I hadnt lost my memory the night we met .
I also didnt voice my thoughts that maybe I was evil , and he and Evelyn were supposed to join forces to get rid of me .
That maybe we were some kind of star crossed lovers , one dark , one light .
But the thought took hold , and I couldnt help but say , Maybe each of us were claimed by opposing powers far beyond us , and any love we might have had was doomed before it had even had a chance to start .
Dane finally straightened .
I sat on the edge of the bed , and he knelt before me .
He traced a hand up my arm to my shoulder to the back of my neek .
Then he pulled me forward and kissed me .
It was soft and heartfelt .
Part of me feared it was a kiss goodbye .
That he was lulling me into this moment of relaxation so it would be easy when he snapped my neek .
Chapter 82 4/4 But he didnt .
He pulled back , his eyes scorching into me .
I dont know whats going on .
I dont know why my family is in danger .
But Im sick of reacting instead of acting .
From here on out , that changes .
We figure out what were dealing with , and we deal with it .
We ? I asked .
My fingers tightened into fists .
It was hard to believe , after everything Id done , that he might let me live .
Dane gently pinched my chin between his thumb and forefinger .
Fuck higher powers .
The only person who can tell me I cant have you is you .
His eyes dropped to my lips , then met mine again .
So tell me , Aurora DeVere , can I finally make you mine ? Aurora DeVere , can I finally make you mine ?