All I Wanted

“Thank you so much Justin” I say as I continued to admire the hall in awe. I do not even know if I would be able to remember how to dance because I haven't danced in a while and will my body still be flexible?” Different thoughts came through and over my head but I didn't pay attention to them as I was so bent on dancing at once.

justin sat at the corner of the hall as he gestured for me to start to dance and I pulled of my shoes getting prepared to really dance. Justin played some Melody for me and immediately my ears heard the sound of music my feet started to move across the free hall as I felt so free dancing. I kept on smiling as I was moving my body from one point to another. I saw a pole at a side of the hall and danced towards it as I jumped on the pole twirling and moving my body as the song leads me. It was surprising that my body was still flexible on the pole after years of not dancing.

I continued to twirl my body on the pole and I saw Justin walking towards me, I don't think he knows how to dance so what was he about to do before I completed my thoughts Justin was right beside me holding my waist tight and firm and I released my body from the pole and wrapped it around his. He kissed me and I returned the kiss because he actually deserves this one. Ever since the disappearance of my Dad he has been supporting me in ways that I can not explain.

His hands went further into my gown and my lips were still attached to his. His hands got to my a*s and he squeezed my naked a*s making a moan escape through my mouth but his kiss swallowed it. His hands went to bare bare back as he caressed it making me really horny already. He brought his hands out of my gown and tried to zip the gown down but then I realized what we were about to do.

“Chase let's not do this right now” I say and realized what I said immediately.

“Who's Chase?” He asks with his eyes fixed on mine and he dropped me.

“It's nothing, never mind let's go home” I say to him and he doesn't say a word to me till we got to the car.

“Thank you for making me smile today Justin” I say

“It's no big deal I would do anything to make you smile” he says and the rest of the journey was in silence till we got to my father's house. I had low-key hoped and wished that I meet my Dad in his house before getting there but if turns out that I didn't wish or hope harder.

We settled down in the house and Justin turned on the heater f**k I really needed that, everywhere is just do freezing. He seemed to notice how I was feeling because he went into the kitchen to prepare tea and in about I0 minutes be was done with the tea as he came out of the kitchen with two mugs In his hands. He handed a mug over to me and i brought it to my lips to let the hot steam leave as I blew some air from my mouth on it then I took a sip of the tea

“Who's Chase?” Justin asks as my face went pale.

“I already told you it's nothing to worry about” I replied as I was feeling uneasy.

“I don't mind knowing who Chase is” he looks into my eyes as I dipped the got tea. I want to tell him who Chase is but then (ll remember everything that happened between us and I'm trying to forget.

“Let's not talk about itt” I harshly tell him then regret why I said it harshly.

justin stood up from the couch as he adjusted himself and left the room. I must have made him feel bad.

“Justin” I call but immediately hear the door slam shut. F**k it.

I debated on whether to run after him or to sit down but I followed my first thought as I flung the door open.

“Justin please hold on" I beg as I was trying to catch my breath after running to catch up to him.

He stopped walking when he heard my voice calling but he didn’t turn back to look at me.

“Hey! Are you mad at me?" I place my hands on his shoulder but he flinches.

I embarrassingly removed my hands from his shoulders and he noticed how I felt.

“Ym sorry” he apologizes but doesn't look like he was truly sorry as he tucked his hands into his pocket clenching his jaws. I knew I must have pissed him off but he was rather acting cold towards me and I couldn't bear to watch him act like this, he has never been mad at me.

“It's getting late, we should head back home" I stare at my toes while telling him.

“I just need some fresh air” he coldly replies and I knew I f****d up big time.

Ive had a great day with him today and ever since my father has been gone he has stood by me and I'm not ready to lose a good person like him.

I noticed how he acted cold but deep down you would know he was hurting.

I hugged him tightly and this made his body shook because he wasn't expecting it.

I buried my face into his chest when he didn't hug me back, “I'm sorry” I apologize and he untucked his hands from his pocket and hugged me.

We were on the streets but we didn't care what others might think or say besides it was getting late.

“I don't wanna be mad at you, I can’t stay mad at you” he strokes my hair and kissed me on the forehead.